Spotlight: I Said Run by Britney King

Release: March 21, 2024

Genre: Psychological Thriller

๐˜๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต-๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ญ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ข ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ, ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ง ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ข ๐˜ฑ๐˜ด๐˜บ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ญ ๐˜ซ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜บ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ต'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ฅ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ช๐˜ญ.

Meet Eve, a wealthy heiress seeking the simplicity of a tranquil life in a country town, savoring the bliss of newlywed joy. But the idyllic beginning takes a dark twist when she is caught in the sinister web of a stranger named Jenkins.

Trapped in his home, surrounded by eerie reminders of Jenkins's late wife, taxidermied deer heads bear silent witness as Eve and others become pawns in a chilling game of control and twisted desire.

As Jenkins's tangled mind unravels, Eve's ray of hope emerges in Mira, a fellow captive. Together, they forge a bond in the face of relentless terrorโ€”an alliance that might be their ticket to survival.

Yet, as they plot their daring escape, Eve's mind becomes a battleground of manipulation, deception, and shocking revelations. Jenkins's motives are more complex than she imagined, and she must navigate carefully to outsmart the mind of a psychopath.

๐˜ ๐˜š๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฅ ๐˜™๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ is a spine-tingling psychological thriller delving into the darkest corners of the human mind. With relentless suspense, twisted characters, and thought-provoking themes, this gripping novel will keep you guessing until the final, shocking revelation. Brace yourself for a psychological rollercoaster that will linger in your thoughts long after the final page is turned.

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About the Author

Britney King lives in Austin, Texas with her husband, children, a dog named Gatsby, one ridiculous cat, and a partridge in a peach tree.

When she's not wrangling the things mentioned above, she writes psychological, domestic and romantic thrillers set in suburbia.

Without a doubt, she thinks connecting with readers is the best part of this gig. You can find Britney online here:

โ€ข Website

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โ€ข BookBub

Spotlight: Middle East in Conflict & Crisis by Taufiq Rahim

Since the attacks by Hamas on October 7, 2023, there has been an overflow of news and perspectives on the unfolding situation in the Middle East, but there has not been one unifying reference point until now. Taufiq Rahim knew that with the potential for a global conflict looming, a broad overview of the situation would be an invaluable resource. He wrote Middle East in Crisis & Conflict: A Primer in a way that could help observers and experts alike fill in gaps of understanding on the Middle East and the current conflict. 

The primer provides a dispassionate and straightforward overview of a complex topic that is otherwise hard to find. Positioned for institutional leaders, readers will find Middle East in Crisis & Conflict useful as a reference point, educational tool, or source for briefings, reports, and strategies they may be preparing in an increasingly complex world. 

โ€œThis book brings insights generated from my behind-the-scenes work over the last two decades from Israel, Palestine, Syria, Lebanon, and the Gulf into one place. In a time of tectonic shifts, it contains a clear-eyed and independent view to help organizations remain agile, responsive, and ahead of the curve as the conflict evolves,โ€ explains Taufiq Rahim. 

The book comprehensively but concisely threads together the current moment and the wider context. It highlights the main facts, stakeholders, and historical moments in one highly readable volume. This primer is certain to be a valuable starting point for experts and observers to understand the events of October 7th and the overall Palestinianโ€“Israeli conflict.

To learn more, please visit MideastPrimer.com.

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About the Author

Strategist, investor, and writer Taufiq Rahim focuses on the intersection of global geopolitics and transformative technology in a changing world. He first began work in the Middle East in the rural communities of Syria in 2003 and is currently building platforms within the 2040 World nexus. 

Over the last two decades, Rahim has driven investment, convened conversations, and forged public and private partnerships across the West and Global South, tackling critical issues from disruptive technology and economic development to geopolitics and global health. He is often cited by the Financial Times, Washington Post, New York Times, Bloomberg, CNN, CNBC, Al Jazeera, Arab News, and more.

Rahim is also the host of the 2040 World podcast, covering the latest issues of the day from a truly global and geopolitical perspective. Rahim was born in Vancouver, Canada and holds a degree in Public and International Affairs from Princeton University and a Masterโ€™s in Public Policy from Harvard University. To learn more, please visit TaufiqRahim.com.

Spotlight: Current of Darkness by Robert Brighton

Publication date: March 19th 2024
Genres: Adult, Historical, Mystery

Synopsis:

A swirling tale of industrial espionage, love, and betrayal, Current of Darkness follows aspiring sleuth Sarah Payne behind the sleek, honeymoon faรงade of Gilded Age Niagara Falls and into a shadowy demimonde of ruthless union bosses, saboteurs, and tycoons-including the powerful, handsome, and mysterious Charles Kendall, whose intentions toward Sarah are unclear.

Meanwhile, sultry widow Alicia Miller is set on taking charge of her murdered husbandโ€™s company-only to find herself pitted against the new majority owner, who has his own ideas about women in the world of men. But cunning and captivating Alicia has ideas, too-and will stop at nothing to come out on top.

Both women will have to find the courage and resourcefulness-and set aside their own simmering feud-to survive in this โ€œwinning story of action, sabotage, cutthroat business dealings, and women daring to be something new at the dawn of the American centuryโ€ (BookLife Reviews).

A captivating, page-turning, and immersive tale of industrial espionage, love, and betrayal โ€“ set against the backdrop of the glittering Gilded Age. Current of Darkness will draw readers in, and hold them under, until its final, explosive pages.

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Excerpt

ALICIA MAKES AN OMELET

Excerpted from Current of Darkness: Desire & Deceit in the Gilded Age

A Novel by Robert Brighton
ยฉ 2024 Copper Nickel, LLC. All Rights Reserved.

When Alicia got back to the front door of Miller Envelope Company, damned if the thing wasnโ€™t unlocked. She jerked the door open and saw none other than her Majority Owner, Howie Gaines, crossing the lobby, his foot almost to the first tread of the staircase.

โ€œHowie!โ€ she called, and he turned.

โ€œMrs. Miller,โ€ he said. โ€œI hope you werenโ€™t waiting. I usually get here early.โ€

โ€œWeโ€™ll talk about that in a minute,โ€ she said. โ€œBut you need to come with me first.โ€

He returned to the front door. โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong?โ€ he said.

โ€œFollow me,โ€ she said, crooking a finger. Together they walked along the Division Street side of the building and back to the loading dock area. The cigarette smoker was sitting on the loading dock again, smoking another cigarette. When he spied Gaines, he stubbed out his smoke and jumped down. โ€œMr. Gaines,โ€ he said. โ€œGood morning.โ€

โ€œShevlin,โ€ Gaines said. โ€œGood morning to you.โ€

โ€œGo get those other two men who were with you just now,โ€ Allie said to Shevlin, waving the back of her hand in his direction. He eyed her and then glanced at Gaines, who nodded. Shevlin hopped up on the loading dock, still trailing smoke, and went into the depths of the factory, and reemerged with the lanky man and the other one in tow.

โ€œWhat is this all about?โ€ Gaines asked Alicia.

โ€œTeaching a lesson,โ€ she said as the two men shuffled onto the dock with Shevlin. Allie looked up at them. โ€œWho are these men?โ€ she said to Howie, who stood by looking puzzled.

โ€œUtz, on the left, and Kiesler. Theyโ€™re two of our best delivery men.โ€

โ€œMr. Shevlin, Mr. Utz, Mr. Kiesler,โ€ Alicia said. โ€œWe werenโ€™t properly introduced earlier. Iโ€™m Alicia Hall Miller. Miller as in Miller Envelope. You must know itโ€”itโ€™s your employer.โ€

The three men could almost be heard to swallow audibly. The lanky man, Kiesler, who seemed to occupy a leadership role, cleared his throat. โ€œWeโ€™re sorry, maโ€™am, about . . . earlier. Didnโ€™t know who you were.โ€

โ€œI see,โ€ Alicia said. โ€œYouโ€™re sorry, then.โ€

โ€œYes, maโ€™am,โ€ Kiesler said.

โ€œAnd you two? Are you sorry, as well?โ€

Utz and Shevlin nodded, somewhat sheepishly, mumbling assent.

โ€œWell, good. Thank you for that,โ€ she said. โ€œNow, guess what else you are? In addition to โ€˜sorryโ€™?โ€

The men looked back at her blankly.

โ€œYouโ€™re fired,โ€ she said. โ€œAll three of you. Right now. Go collect whatever shit you have in your lockers and get out.โ€ She looked at her watch. โ€œYou have precisely two minutes to leave my property. If you donโ€™t, youโ€™ll wish you had. The chief of police owes me at least one favor.โ€

Gaines touched her arm. โ€œMrs. Miller,โ€ he said under his breath, โ€œa word?โ€

โ€œWhat do you want?โ€ she said, jerking her arm away. โ€œThese men were insufferably rude to me just a few minutes ago.โ€

โ€œYou canโ€™t hire and fire people,โ€ Howie said quietly, his face quite crimson. โ€œYouโ€™re a minority owner. You donโ€™t have the authority toโ€”โ€

โ€œI wonโ€™t make a habit of it, Gaines,โ€ she said, โ€œbut I just did fire them, and fired they will remain. Now do not challenge me on this, or weโ€™re going to have a very bad first day together.โ€

The three men were looking at Gaines and Aliciaโ€™s little sidebar conference. Gaines turned back to them. โ€œYou heard her,โ€ he said. โ€œYouโ€™re dismissed.โ€

The men muttered a few choice words and disappeared into the building to collect their belongings. Allie and Gaines trudged back to the front entrance.

โ€œThose areโ€”wereโ€”three of our best workers, you know,โ€ he said to her as they mounted the staircase inside. โ€œDo you know how difficult it is to replace good laborers?โ€

โ€œYou canโ€™t make an omelet without breaking a few eggs,โ€ she said. โ€œAnd do you know how difficult it is to replace customers? I donโ€™t want anyone who represents our company to treat anyone in the way I was treated. Itโ€™s simply not acceptable. They merely picked on the wrong person today, but my guess is that theyโ€™re rude to everyone. And theyโ€™re the ones driving around delivering our product? Gaines, we need pleasant, polite people meeting our customers, not surly bastards like those three. And theyโ€™re lazy. Smokers are all lazy. Every last goddamn one of them.โ€

โ€œFine, fine,โ€ Howie said, as they stood on the upper landing, outside their office. โ€œI donโ€™t disagree with you, butโ€”โ€

โ€œThen donโ€™t,โ€ Alicia said. โ€œDonโ€™t say, โ€˜I donโ€™t disagree with you,โ€™ and then begin disagreeing with me. I absolutely loathethat sort of thing. It reminds me of visitors who drop by and, after a few minutes, consult their watches and say, โ€˜Well, Iโ€™d better let you get back to your more pressing matters,โ€™ or some such horseshit. Theyโ€™re the ones with pressing matters, and they want to blame me for it. If I have pressing matters, I say so.โ€

Howie seemed perplexed.

โ€œDo you understand, Gaines? Itโ€™s a simile. Iโ€™m drawing a comparison, so that you can understand what your new business partner hates.โ€ One corner of her mouth rippled up.

โ€œYes, yes, I understand.โ€

โ€œThen you know what I would like to do? When you introduce me to the company todayโ€”the whole staffโ€”I am going to emphasize that every person who works here is going to treat everyone as though he were a customer. Or she. Or theyโ€™ll be hitting the bricks, just like Shevlin and company.โ€

โ€œPeople arenโ€™t going to like that,โ€ he said, working the lock of their office door and putting his hand on the doorknob.

โ€œIsnโ€™t that their hard luck. Oh, and by the wayโ€โ€”she put her hand over his on the knobโ€”โ€œthese offices open at 7:30, sharp. Not 7:45, not between 7:35 and 7:30. We canโ€™t expect anyone else to be punctual and attentive to their jobs if weโ€™re not. People look at us and decide what they can get away with. We have excellent streetcars here in Buffalo, and broad sidewalks, and so thereโ€™s no cause to be late. None. Understand?โ€

Howie smirked at her. โ€œYou will understand, Mrs. Miller, I donโ€™t plan to be lectured by a minority ownerโ€”โ€

โ€œItโ€™s Alicia,โ€ she said. โ€œOr just Miller. Like any other business partner. Not Mrs. Miller. Iโ€™m not calling you Mr. Gaines, you can depend on that.โ€

โ€œAs you wish, Miller,โ€ he said. โ€œNow may I please go into my office?โ€

โ€œItโ€™s our office, and yes, you may.โ€ 

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About the Author

Award-winning author Robert Brighton is an authority on the Gilded Age, and a great believer that the Victorian era was anything but stuffy. In his Avenging Angel Detective Agency Mysteries, Brighton exposes the turbulence of the era - its passions, dreams, and disasters - against a backdrop of careful research on the places, sights, sounds, and smells of the time. 

When he is not walking the streets in the footsteps of the Avenging Angels, sniffing out unsolved mysteries, Brighton is an adventurer. He has traveled in more than 50 countries around the world, personally throwing himself into every situation his characters will face - from underground ruins to opium dens - and (so far) living to tell about it. 

A graduate of the Sorbonne, Paris, Brighton is an avid student of early 20th Century history and literature, an ardent and relentless investigator, and an admirer of Emily Dickinson and Jim Morrison. He lives in Virginia with his wife and their two cats. 

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Spotlight: What If It Hurts by Shirl Rickman

Genre: Contemporary Romance 

Life is Anything But Predictable

Maddie Jennings knows about life changes and how quickly things can change. Suddenly single and uncertain of where she fit in the world, she starts her journey to discovering herself. Thousands of miles from the sleepy Texas town where she grew up, Maddie has a second chance of life and love. 

Ryder Evans is kind, patient, and easy going. Living life simply and without complications, he hasnโ€™t made romance a priority. Until he meets the one woman who has him wish for more. 

As new love blossoms, Maddie finds herself torn between the life she left behind and the new one sheโ€™s building. Promises from an old flame threaten to burn her new dreams and the man who has captured her heart. 

Thereโ€™s something easy about going back to the life you knew when the new is full of the unknown. Following your heart is a risk and will leave you wondering...

WHAT IF IT HURTS? 

Exclusive Excerpt:

โ€‹โ€œI promise I came here to ask you out again. Officially.โ€ 

โ€œOkay,โ€ she says, a bit nervously. 

I bring my hand up to cup her face. โ€œThereโ€™s something about you. I want to find out exactly what that is.โ€ I tell her. She leans her head into my palm and closes her eyes. โ€œWill you go to dinner with me, Maddie?โ€ Her eyes open, but she doesnโ€™t say anything. I can see in her eyes that she is warring with something. โ€œI know you just got here, and weโ€™ve only just met, butโ€ฆโ€ 

โ€œYes,โ€ she interrupts me. โ€œYes, I will go to dinner with you.โ€ 

Taking a quick step back, I run my hand through my hair then I step back toward Maddie and pull her mouth to mine again. She comes willingly and she responds like Iโ€™m giving her exactly what she wants. 

Stepping back, I whisper, โ€œI better go.โ€ 

โ€œYou better go,โ€ she says, like she is even less convinced of that decision than I am. 

โ€œI better go,โ€ I repeat and swiftly turn away and walk off the porch. She follows me to the edge, and I can finally see her. The moonlight glows just brightly enough for me to see kiss swollen lips. She is in a shirt with a cardigan and tiny shorts. God, she is sexy. 

โ€œWeโ€™ll talk tomorrow and work out dinner,โ€ I tell her. 

She nods, โ€œTomorrow.โ€ 

โ€œI want to kiss you againโ€ I say, aloud. โ€œBut I wonโ€™t because if I do, I wonโ€™t be able to stop. So instead, Iโ€™m going to say goodnight, walk home and see you tomorrow.โ€ I take a step backward. She remains motionless. 

โ€œGoodnight, Maddie.โ€ โ€œGoodnight, Ryder, see you tomorrow.โ€ 

I leave her standing on that porch for the second night in a row and it seems like each time, Iโ€™ve left a small part of me I didnโ€™t know existed with her.

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About the Author: 

Shirl Rickman is a writer, a dreamer, and an optimist. A small town Texas girl currently residing in the San Francisco Bay Area with her beautifully blended family and their three crazy dogs. When she's not dreaming up new love stories, Shirl can be found reading and drinking way too much coffee. She loves kindness, laughing and meeting her readers.

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Spotlight: You're Mine by Melody Anne

Genre: Small Town Romance 

Callan is a man always in control. Sasha is a woman with no plan. Will the two of them destroy each other, or will they go up in flames?

Callan is the next brother in the game of boxes to open his so-called gift. Heโ€™s being sent to the small town of Seaville. What does this mean? He has no idea. He thinks for a few minutes that thereโ€™s no way heโ€™s going to play this game, but in the end, of course he does. Off he goes, making the journey from Seattle to the California Coast.

Sasha is happy all of the time. Sheโ€™s a free spirit and lives each day as if itโ€™s her last. She has no plans for the future other than hanging with her two best friends and protecting the town she loves so much.

When Callan waltzes into town saying heโ€™s going to build a garish resort, she plans on stopping him. Neither of them has any idea that fate is playing a game with the two of them, along with her meddling aunt, and his diseased grandfather. Theyโ€™re thrown together and the outcome is hilarity and a lot of change.

You will fall in love with Callan and Sasha, and the entire town of Seaville where youโ€™ll hear stories of fishermen with cut off fingers, meddling old women in search of rich husbands, and the mayorโ€™s wife looking for younger men. This is one adventure and one place youโ€™ll wish was real so you could vacation right there.

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About the Author

Melody Anne is a NYT best selling author of the popular series: Billionaire Bachelors, Surrender, Baby for the Billionaire, Unexpected Heroโ€™s, Billionaire Aviators, Becoming Elena and some solo titles. As an aspiring author, she wrote for years, then officially published in 2011, finding her true calling, and a love of writing. Holding a Bachelorโ€™s Degree in business, she loves to write about strong, powerful, businessmen and the corporate world.

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Spotlight: The Day Tripper by James Goodhand

What if you lived your days out of order?

Itโ€™s 1995, and twenty-year-old Alex Dean has it all: a spot at Cambridge University next year, the love of an amazing woman named Holly and all the time in the world ahead of him. That is until a brutal encounter with a ghost from his past sees him beaten, battered and almost drowning in the Thames.

He wakes the next day to find heโ€™s in a messy, derelict room heโ€™s never seen before, in grimy clothes he doesnโ€™t recognize, with no idea of how he got there. A glimpse in the mirror tells him heโ€™s olderโ€”much olderโ€”and has been living a hard life, his features ravaged by time and poor decisions. He snatches a newspaper and finds itโ€™s 2010โ€”fifteen years since the fight.

After finally drifting off to sleep, Alex wakes the following morning to find itโ€™s now 2019, another nine years later. But the next day, itโ€™s 1999. Never knowing which day is coming, he begins to piece together what happens in his life after that fateful night by the river.

Why does his life look nothing like he thought it would? What about Cambridge, and Holly? In this page-turning adventure, Alex must navigate his way through the years to learn that small actions have untold impact, even in a life lived out of order. And that might be all he needs to save the people he loves and, equally importantly, himself.

Excerpt

SEPTEMBER 6, 1995 | AGE 20

Itโ€™s three-deep at the bar, and I get my order in seconds before they ring for time. I double up: a JD and Coke each and two beers to take with us. The lights are up and the musicโ€™s gone quiet as I weave the tray through the punters. Standing in the doorway out to the terrace, I am disorientated. There must be fifty tables outside between here and the river and itโ€™s still packed out, darker and smokier than ever. I search the crowd but canโ€™t see Holly.

I negotiate my way down to the waterโ€™s edge. Sheโ€™s maybe ten tables away, oblivious, a ciggie poised skyward in her fingers like sheโ€™s posing for Vettriano. I smirk, enjoy my good fortune again.

โ€œExcuse me, good gentlemen,โ€ I say to a group of four in my path, voice cocky with booze and lust. They shuffle over, not breaking from their conversation. The resulting gap between their circle and the edge of the path isnโ€™t wide enoughโ€”a careless elbow would send the tray of drinks into the river, possibly me with them.

โ€œIf you donโ€™t mind, guys?โ€ I lay a palm on the forearm of the bloke with his back to me. Their circle opens out and he turns side-on, ushering me past. โ€œNice one,โ€ I say, glancing at him as I pass.

I look back at the ground. Thereโ€™s a delay in my brain processing who it is Iโ€™m walking past. Thereโ€™s a moment in which it seems that weโ€™ll just carry on, pretend like we donโ€™t know each other.

The air thickens. Time slows. I stop, a step past him. Look again. Razor-sharp short back and sides, hooded eyes, lopsided mouth. Preppy. Itโ€™s a face I catch myself imagining sometimes, never for long. A waking nightmare. Not that my imagination does it justice. Not even close, I now realize.

His recognition of me unfolds in slow motion. Perhaps like me, alcohol has dulled his synapses, delayed the inevitable shift of mode.

Blake Benfield. There have been times in the past when just hearing that name in my head has stopped me dead, left me incapable.

How long since we last ran into each other? I was sixteenโ€”best part of four years, then. Feels so recent. Our paths crossing has always been inevitable; we grew up barely a mile apart. He spat at me that last time, called me faggot cunt. The many times before that Iโ€™d just legged it, hidden from his fury and his hatred. But you get too old to do that.

This crowded place seems so quiet now. Like thereโ€™s cotton wool stuffed in my ears. The two bottles tip over on my trembling tray, foam splattering to the ground. One rolls over the edge and shatters on the concrete. People turn.

How long have we stood here, him glaring at me, me unable to hold his stare? Saying nothing. A few seconds? Feels longer.

Thereโ€™s the smell of burned-out house in my nose. The sound of his whisper in my ears that I try to drown out.

Donโ€™t think about it. Do not think about that day. 

Why do I shake? Iโ€™m a fucking grown man. Why am I shaking?

He takes a half step closer to me.

I once told him I was sorry. It was years agoโ€”when I was still a kid. I was sorry. Does he remember?

I spin around. Whereโ€™s Holly? She must be watching this.

Thereโ€™s no more delay. There is, of course, nothing for me and this bloke to say to each other. We have ventured into each otherโ€™s space, and that brings with it a remembering. And, as we always have, we must deal with that in our own way.

His knuckles graze my chin. I stumble backward and the tray falls to the ground. His swing is off, though; there is no pain. Not even surprise. We definitely have an audience now.

My response is pure instinct: palms raised, lean away. Easy now.

I donโ€™t want to fight this man. I want to go back thirty seconds, walk a different route, have this night back for myself.

Blake closes the gap, my weakness an invitation. His second punch crashes into my ear like a swinging girder. My brain slaps side to side in my skull. Vision sways. My head boils, a cool trickle from my eardrum.

Where is Holly? Panic grips. I canโ€™t just stand here and take this.

My eyes flit to our audience. He swings again, this time with his left. But I see it coming, dodge. He stumbles.

I drive my weight, shoulder first, into his ribs. He goes over, sprawled among the spilled drinks and shattered glass.

On all fours, he stares up at me. Iโ€™m perfectly positioned. I could kick him square in the face. End this right now. Why donโ€™t I do it? Why canโ€™t I bring myself to do it? Iโ€™d rather turn my back and cry than kick his head in.

He glares up at me. Why do I pity him? Why am I so uncomfortable towering over him like this? Itโ€™s like the positions weโ€™ve always held have been reversed. The power is mine.

I let him find his feet.

Heโ€™s up and level with me again. He glares like a bloodthirsty dog, wipes his nose on the sleeve of his polo shirt. If we were alone, maybe Iโ€™d run. But with people watching, with Holly watching, thatโ€™s no option.

My punch lands perfectly. His jaws scissor against each other. For a second his head floats, eyes rolling.

I realize my error too late. I shouldโ€™ve followed up when I had the chance. One punch is only enough in the movies, everyone knows that. His hands are on the collar of my shirt, cloth tearing as he holds firm. His forehead slams into the bridge of my nose like a sledgehammer. My face is suddenly and totally numb. I drop to the ground. A ruby-red stain spreads fast through the jewels of broken glass around me.

He shouts above me. Every filthy word Iโ€™ve long come to expect. Something soft disperses against my head. Spit.

The neck of the Stella bottle I dropped lies on the ground. Inches away. Blood gurgles in my mouth as I take a deep breath. I launch like a sprinter. Leading with the dagger of green glass, Iโ€™m aiming straight at his face and closing fast.

Blake backs into a table, stumbles, hands slow to cover his face. His eyes widen, abject fear. But this is no time to be derailed.

I see it too late. No time to react. One of Blakeโ€™s friends windmilling a table ashtray. The side of my skull cracks like thunder.

The ground feels like a cushion, drawing me in and bouncing me back. My vision finds enough order in time to see the sole of boot accelerating toward me, like a cartoon piano from the sky.

There is no pain. Just a sense of floating in space.

Time passes. More blows land.

The surface of the Thames billows like a black satin sheet as it rises toward me. Thereโ€™s no fear. Is that Holly I can hear calling my name? Itโ€™s so distant, so hard to tell.

The river gathers me in like itโ€™s here to take care of me.

Cool water spears my lungs like sharpened icicles. I sink forever.

A low hum builds in my ears. Lights fades to nothing.

And I sleep.

NOVEMBER 30, 2010 | AGE 35

My head throbs. It doesnโ€™t matter if I open or close my eyes, the pain worsens either way. My mouth is like dust. Joints and muscles lie seized.

Last night is a blank. I hate that. I look above me. Focusing is excruciating. The ceiling is browny cream, textured in spikes like a Christmas cake. An unshaded bulb swings in the draft, the filament shivering. Itโ€™s really cold in here.

Where the fucking hell am I?

Excerpted from THE DAY TRIPPER by James Goodhand. Copyright ยฉ 2024 by James Goodhand. Published by MIRA Books, an imprint of HarperCollins.

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About the Author

James Goodhand has written two YA novels. His YA debut, Last Lesson, was called "a powerfully charged study in empathy," by the Financial Times. THE DAY TRIPPER is his adult debut. He lives in England with his wife and young son. 

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