Spotlight: The Blue Trunk by Ann E. Lowry

Rachel Jackson’s idyllic life takes a dramatic turn when she discovers a woman’s scarf in her politician husband’s computer bag. But in an election year, seeking answers to questions of infidelity is not an option. When her mother gives her a family heirloom, a travel trunk owned by an ancestor, she finds a distraction. As she immerses herself in its contents, she discovers a woman whose life is vastly different from her own. Or is it? Determined to dispel the notion that her ancestor Marit was insane, Rachel sets out to unveil her hidden story. In the interwoven narratives of these two women, who are bound by blood and a shared struggle, "The Blue Trunk" is a poignant exploration of identity, love, and unwavering strength.

Excerpt

With each passing day, Marit’s anxiety decreased. This was partly because she went to the deck every night and saw Aiden. 

“That one is Venus. It’s named after the goddess of love, beauty, and pleasure,” he said as they looked at the stars one evening. 

He pointed his finger to the planet that had a reddish tint. Marit leaned in and gave a little laugh when she saw it. 

Aiden moved his finger and said, “And there’s Mars. Mars is the god of drive, ambition, and energy. I consider myself a bit of a Mars personality. I’ve always been more driven than my brothers. When I want something, I usually get it.” 

Marit laughed again. “Are you a bit conceited, Aiden? Or are you just very accomplished?” 

“Accomplished!” he said, grabbing onto his suspenders as he inhaled and pushed out his chest. 

In addition to stargazing, they talked about books and hopes, their families and favorite childhood games. Marit told him about Paul, how much she cared for him, and how he’d died suddenly, but not about the details of his death. Aiden told her about the death of his parents and the adventures of his siblings who live in Scotland. 

Being with Aiden stirred something in Marit—warm feelings she couldn’t describe. While there were boys in her school who were fine enough, she supposed, they bored her, and she’d never found them romantically attractive. Aiden was different. She wanted to be close to him, to lean into him, and perhaps even kiss him. She knew it was unlikely to happen and she knew that she would not see him again after the journey ended, but that did not discourage the urge. And she sensed that he felt the same. 

The night before they were to arrive in Quebec, Aiden met Marit again on her nightly walk. 

“Hello, Marit. Tomorrow, we arrive. Are you ready to be an American?”

“I don’t know. I’ve always been a Norwegian and I don’t even know what it means to be an American. And Ingrid says there’s a process I’ll have to go through before I can become a citizen.” 

“Yes, there is, but I’m sure you will do well.” 

Aiden pointed to the sky and said, “It’s a beautiful night for stargazing. Have you noticed the constellation Gemini tonight? It’s quite brilliant.” 

“I’ve never known where to look for it before. Show me, please.” 

He stood behind her and she could feel the warmth of his body as he only briefly touched her back. He put his hand over her shoulder and pointed out to the night sky. 

“There are two bright stars that will help you find Gemini. Over there is Castor,” he said as he touched her hand and moved her pointer finger in the direction of a star. “And over there is Pollux.” He moved her hand to the right. “And there is the V-shape of Taurus and the three stars from Orion’s Belt. Do you see that?” 

He paused so she could focus. 

“Can you see Gemini now? The twins?” 

Marit nodded her head even though she wasn’t sure she did. She was either unable to imagine it or she was too distracted by the way he touched her. She cautiously leaned into him. 

“Sometimes the moon moves through Gemini, but you must stay up all night to see it. It will come from the west of Castor and Pollux and then move to the east of them, right through Gemini.” 

“How do you know all of this?” Marit asked Aiden. 

“I studied astronomy and Greek mythology in school.” 

“Well, Aiden, you’re accomplished. What’s the story behind Gemini?” 

“Castor was the mortal son of King Tyndarus and Pollux was the immortal son of Zeus. They were identical and inseparable. See how they move together in the sky?” 

Marit nodded her head. 

“Castor was a great horseman and Pollux was a great fighter. But Castor was killed in battle and so Pollux pleaded with Zeus to bring him back. Zeus agreed to make Castor immortal, but they needed to spend half their time on Earth and half their time amongst the heavens. So when sailors see Castor and Pollux together, they know that they will have a safe journey. If they see only one of the two, bad luck is likely.” 

“I’m glad we’re seeing both!” Marit said. 

“Aye,” he responded. “Marit, are you Castor or Pollux?” 

Marit looked confused. 

“Horseman or fighter?” 

Marit thought. “I guess a bit of both.” 

“It will be interesting to see what America brings out in you,” said Aiden. 

“Yes,” she said. 

He leaned toward her, but before he could kiss her, she leaned in and kissed him. 

“Fighter,” she said. 

He smiled.

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Ann E. Lowry's journey into the realm of storytelling was foretold by a Sedona psychic in 2001. That prophecy became a reality two decades later when Ann discovered a family heirloom, a travel trunk from Norway, which sparked the genesis of her debut novel, “The Blue Trunk.” A writer her entire life, Ann holds a Ph.D. in Communication from the University of Minnesota.  Her career has been dedicated to teaching and helping others navigate communication and resolve conflicts. Ann is fascinated by the dynamics of relationships, discord, and the intricacies of the human condition.  Ann successfully completed the Loft Literary Center’s Novel Writing Intensive course in 2022.

When Ann isn’t immersed in the world of writing, she finds solace in the pool or the lake. She cherishes playful moments with her rescue-turned-therapy dog, Loki, and also enjoys reading, golfing, and indulging in the art of cookie and bread baking. Fly fishing is her newest hobby. Most of all, she savors precious time with her family. Learn more about Ann at: www.annlowry.com

Spotlight: State of Union by Paula Dombrowiak

(Kingmaker, #3)
Publication date: September 10th 2024
Genres: Adult, Contemporary, Romance

Synopsis:

Our marriage could make or break us…

Letting go of billionaire playboy Darren Walker was the right thing to do.

My life as a former escort will only damage his campaign for congress, and I’m too scared to admit I’ve fallen in love with my fake husband.

Except when Darren finds me and refuses to let me go, I can’t run from my feelings any longer. It’s time I have the courage to confess that he isn’t my husband in name only. He’s my everything.

All Darren wants is to carve out a future for himself while honoring his father’s legacy. But can I truly be the politician’s wife my husband needs when there are those who will use me to derail his campaign?

It doesn’t matter how much we love each other, I can’t change my past.

But we have no way of knowing that he has shocking family secrets that are yet to be revealed. Secrets bigger than me and powerful enough to destroy him.

And his enemies won’t stop until they’ve left him—and our marriage—in ruins…

The Kingmaker trilogy is a steamy, marriage of convenience, romance, in a political setting. State of Union is the final book in the trilogy with a guaranteed HEA. The books must be read in order, for the best reader experience.

Excerpt

The small bell at the top of the door jingles, a leftover from the hardware store that used to occupy this space. In walks Ethel Jackson, her crocheted handbag tucked under her arm. She looks around the space approvingly, her eyes finally meeting mine.

“Looks like a bunch of pomp and circumstance to me,” she says looking at me skeptically.

“Are you looking to volunteer?” I raise a challenging eyebrow.

“I thought you could use my sunny disposition.”

I can’t help but smile. “Well then, I have a spot for you right over here.” I lead the way to an empty desk near the windows where she sets down her crochet bag, a piece of yarn making its way out of the top like it has a mind of its own.

 “Is this the famous Ethel?” Rausch asks.

Ethel places a hand on her hip and looks up at him as he towers over her short, round frame. If I was a betting man, my money would be on Ethel if these two were pitted against each other. “I don’t know about famous, but whatever you’ve heard,”—she pauses and gives him a naughty smile—“it’s probably true.”

Rausch laughs. Apparently, Ethel can win over anyone.

“Where’s that pretty wife of yours?” she asks.

The mention of Evangeline pulls at the edges of my wound, pain ripping through me like a lightning bolt.

Before I can make an excuse, Rausch bellows over the noise. “Angie!” She makes her way over. “This is Ethel, and she would like to volunteer.”

“People say I got a voice like honey, so if you want to put me on the phones, that’s fine by me,” Ethel proposes.

I give Rausch a thankful nod and retreat to my office. The desk is a secondhand one from the nearby school. There are strict rules on how campaign donations can be used. Right now, funds are limited as we start ramping up requests that can sometimes feel like begging. My last name can only carry me so far, and my reputation proceeds me.

“Excuse me, are you Darren Walker?” A young man inquires from the doorway.

I nod and he drops an envelope on my desk. “You’ve been served,” he says and leaves just as quickly as he arrived.

An envelope from a law office in Arizona.

I know exactly what it is. Like a Band-Aid, I rip the envelope open to expose the wound.

Divorce papers.

Pulling off my tie, I throw it across the room. It flutters through the stagnant air and lands silently on the dirty linoleum floor.

“Don’t forget about the fundraising event this weekend,” Rausch says as he enters my office. He sees my tie on the ground and picks it up. When he places it on the desk he notices the papers.

“You can gloat if you want to,” I tell him angrily, using him as a punching bag. “You got what you wanted, right?” I look up at him, the sting of getting the papers still fresh.

“If you want me to say that Evangeline leaving was the best thing for your campaign, then fine, but that doesn’t mean I’m happy about seeing you in turmoil.”

I scoff. “In turmoil? Is that what you think this is?”

“No.”  A look of understanding crosses his face like a shadow. “I understand your heartbreak.”

I never thought of Rausch as a person, just a thorn in my side, giving me disapproving looks and lectures about getting my life together. Of course he knows what heartbreak is. No human gets a pass on that in their lifetime, not even someone as impenetrable as Rausch.

“You can think what you want, Darren, but what I said to you before was the truth. I would have done everything within my power to protect her.”

I lift my eyes from the papers. “Well, it seems she didn’t want to be a part of this life after all.” I can’t seem to keep the disappointment out of my voice.

Rausch lets out a breath. “You can sit here and stare at those papers, or you can pull yourself together and win this election.”

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Paula Dombrowiak grew up in the suburbs of Chicago, Illinois but currently lives in Arizona. She is the author of Blood and Bone, her first adult romance novel which combines her love of music and imperfect relationships. Paula is a lifelong music junkie, whose wardrobe consists of band T-shirts and leggings which are perpetually covered in pet hair. She is a sucker for a redeemable villain, bad boys, and the tragically flawed. Music inspires her storytelling.

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Spotlight: A Sleigh Ride For Charlotte by Sarah Lamb

Publication date: August 13th 2024
Genres: Adult, Historical, Historical Romance, Holiday, Romance

Synopsis:

Sometimes the simple choice isn’t easy.

Charlotte Harrison dreams of being part of the winter festival, where romance fills the air and new starts are made. Penniless after her family was swindled, she’s always stayed home, unwilling to be looked at with pity. But this year Charlotte is desperate and willing to do whatever it takes to be there when she hears the most eligible man in town has his eye on her.

New to town, Dr. Justin Davis is in dire need of someone to assist him at his practice. When Charlotte is suggested, it seems like an opportunity for them both. At first, he simply wants to help her financial situation. But against his better judgment, he falls in love with her. Worst of all, the man she desires is someone he can’t stand, and he might have just sent her straight into his arms.

Through a series of surprising events, Charlotte learns that not everyone is as they seem, and when she goes to give her heart away, she’s faced with uncertainty. Who is she going to choose? The man she’s been longing for? Or the man who truly loves her?

Excerpt

“Doctor, I know. I know that you are in love with Charlotte. I also know that the gifts she’s gotten have been from you, not August.”

This wasn’t at all what he’d expected her to say. Justin stiffened, though he tried to remain calm. “I beg your pardon?”

I beg your pardon? That was the best he could do? The only thing he could think of to say?

“Yes,” she told him. “A mother sees things. You need to tell Charlotte how you feel.”

It struck him then. She was twisting her hands and looking anxious because she was upset. Of course she was. Her daughter, one who was both beautiful and of marrying age was working for him. They were alone, and it was likely she suspected him of acting inappropriately.

He had to set things right.

“Mrs. Harrison, I promise you that in no way have I compromised your daughter’s reputation,” he started.

“And why not?” she asked, surprising him.

“Wh-why not?”

“If you had, then we could have married the two of you, been rid of that horrid August Middleton and whatever plan he has for my Charlotte. You care for her, don’t you?”

“I do,” he said, panic rising in him. This wasn’t a conversation he’d thought to have.

“Then why,” she urged, “won’t you tell her? Why do you let her think that scoundrel has sent her those thoughtful gifts? You must say something to her. Especially before it’s too late.”

Justin was silent for a moment. When he looked into Mrs. Harrison’s face, all he saw was compassion. It made him want to tell her. To confess everything in his heart.

“My dear boy,” she said quietly. “You care so much for her. So, why?”

         “I’m not who she wants. It’s him, not me,” he suddenly burst out, pacing. All of his hurt, all of his insecurities and fears and upset rushed out of him. Now that the flood had started, he couldn’t hold it back.

“I’m not rich, I’m not handsome. I have nothing to offer. A doctor with his first practice—a new one at that—in a small town is not wealthy. Why, half of my patients don’t pay me in coin, but in service or food. I couldn’t give her all she deserves.”

         “What does she deserve?” Charlotte’s mother asked, placing her hands in her lap, while her eyes never left his.

         “She deserves someone who loves her. Who can give her what she desires. Who can care for her and protect her and…and I am none of those things.” He gestured wildly, hoping his hands would convey his desperation. “The only way that I can protect her is by staying away.”

         Justin lowered his head and whispered, “If I don’t, he will hurt you both.” 

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Sarah is wife to an amazing teacher and mom to two boys who are growing up just a little too fast. Her day job is helping others to become writers, while she squeezes in each spare moment she can on her own books. She spends her days working and writing in the Blue Ridge Mountains and planning her next trip to Disney World. 

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Spotlight: Zetas Till We Die by Amber And Danielle Brown

Publication Date: September 10, 2024

Publisher: Graydon House

SISTERS…FOR LIFE.

It’s been ten years since Priscilla and her Zeta Phi Zeta sorority sisters graduated college. Ten years since they were all in the same room together. Ten years since one of them died. And now Lupe’s killer has been released from prison on a technicality, days before their ten-year reunion.

Priscilla decides that the party must go on; Lupe would have wanted it to. And besides, an epic reunion bash might be the perfect distraction. Back together, the Zetas party like it’s 2012, and it’s wild, just the way it used to be. Maybe too wild. At least everyone makes it out alive this time…or so they think.

When one of them doesn’t return home after the party, Priscilla begins to realize that there might be more to Lupe’s murder and that someone is out for blood. With the murderer in their midst circling closer and closer, the Zetas are forced to confront what really happened the night Lupe died—and the secrets each of them swore to keep.

Excerpt

TRANSCRIPT OF JURY TRIAL—DAY 16

Conducted on May 20, 2015

Case: California v. Wolfe

DEFENSE ATTORNEY: Can you please remind the jury what you saw the night of May 7, 2012, as you returned home?

PRISCILLA: I was just getting home. Walking into the house and I saw him. Travis. His shirt was covered in her blood. Like soaked all the way through. At first I couldn’t tell what it was. It was dark. But when he got closer, I could tell it was blood. There was some on the tops of his pants too. He didn’t run or anything when he saw me. He just stared at me and then took off. I didn’t see him after that. I ran in to see what happened, where the blood was… Sorry. This is my first time seeing him again…after… Can I have some water, please?

DEFENSE ATTORNEY: And what did you see when you entered the house?

PRISCILLA: I remember…blood. Just a lot of blood. That’s all I could see at first. Just so much blood. I froze… I just…couldn’t believe it was Lupé…lying there like that. She wasn’t moving, her neck was… The way it was twisted, I could barely look. My mind was racing so fast. Everything just slowed down. I was there but not there.

DEFENSE ATTORNEY: Understandable. Now, is it fair to say you may be misremembering some details due to your state of shock?

PRISCILLA: No. Not at all. I know what I saw. He came from inside the house covered in Lupé’s blood. I saw what I saw.

DEFENSE ATTORNEY: Tell me what else you saw as you walked into the house. Was anyone else present?

PRISCILLA: Dionne and Alexis first. They were at the bottom of the stairs, kneeling down at Lupé’s side, trying to get her to breathe, to wake up, something. Zoë and Chanel were also there. Somewhere. Someone was on the phone with the police. I think it was her.

DEFENSE ATTORNEY: Were they also covered in blood?

PRISCILLA: They took turns trying to give her CPR. They all had touched her by the time I got there.

DEFENSE ATTORNEY: And you never saw Mr. Wolfe physically harm Lupé that night, correct?

PRISCILLA: No, but he was the only one who just left when I showed up. Everyone else tried to save her. Tried to do something. Why would he run away if he didn’t do it?

DEFENSE ATTORNEY: Based on the little you actually saw, it could have been anyone else who was present when you arrived who pushed her down the stairs. Is that fair to say?

PRISCILLA: No one else had any reason to kill Lupé.

DEFENSE ATTORNEY: What makes you so certain? Had you ever witnessed Mr. Wolfe threaten Lupé before?

PRISCILLA: No. But Travis—sorry, Mr. Wolfe—was constantly stalking her. I was worried for her. This guy always seemed to be around her and none of us knew anything about him or why he was so obsessed.

DEFENSE ATTORNEY: And when you say none of “us,” who exactly are you referring to?

PRISCILLA: My sorority sisters. Her best friends. Me, Chanel, Zoë, Alexis, Dionne and Val.

DEFENSE ATTORNEY: That night, were the doors locked?

PRISCILLA: We always lock the doors after eleven.

DEFENSE ATTORNEY: So there was no way Travis could have entered the premises on his own? If the doors were locked?

PRISCILLA: We figured he broke in through her window. He was always staring up at her room like he was trying to figure out a way to get into it.

DEFENSE ATTORNEY: And if he was there that night—

PRISCILLA: He was there.

DEFENSE ATTORNEY: If he was there that night, someone could have let him in, right? That is possible, correct?

PRISCILLA: Lupé would have never let him in. None of us would have. We were all worried for her.

DEFENSE ATTORNEY: Lupé’s bedroom was on the second floor, was it not?

PRISCILLA: Yes, but—

DEFENSE ATTORNEY: It would have been nearly impossible for him to scale the building and break in through the window without anyone hearing or seeing anything, right?

PRISCILLA: I…

DEFENSE ATTORNEY: No further questions, Your Honor.

Excerpted from ZETAS TILL WE DIE by Amber Brown and Danielle Brown, Copyright © 2024 by Amber Brown and Danielle Brown. Published by arrangement with HTP Books, a Division of HarperCollins.

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Amber and Danielle Brown both graduated from Rider University where they studied Communications/Journalism and sat on the editorial staff for the On Fire!! literary journal. They then pursued a career in fashion and spent five years in NYC working their way up, eventually managing their own popular fashion and lifestyle blog. Amber is also a screenwriter, so they live in LA, which works out perfectly so Danielle can spoil her plant babies with copious amounts of sunshine.

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Spotlight: Negative Girl by Libby Cudmore

A whiskey-soaked mystery introducing the dynamic duo of Martin Wade and Valerie Jacks—the grizzled vet and the determined newcomer, joining forces to crack a case that  is deliciously noir. 

What happens when the past is buried for too long? 

Upstate New York. Former rock star, recovering addict and now private investigator, Martin Wade, and his assistant, Valerie Jacks, are hired by a young woman who wants them to deliver a warning to her overbearing father. But neither realize their new client’s father is an old bandmate of Martin’s. A man still burdened with regret at being thrown out of Martin’s group, The French Letters, almost two decades before.

When their young client is found dead on a riverbank, duty, nostalgia and a lifetime of guilt find Martin and Valerie on the case, searching for the young woman’s killer. As the mystery begins to unravel, Martin struggles to hold onto his sobriety while Valerie becomes increasingly obsessed with their murdered client – finding correlation in the secrets, and the scars they’ve all tried to hide. 

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Libby Cudmore is a Shamus and Black Orchid award winner and the author of the acclaimed novel The Big Rewind. Her Wade and Jacks stories have appeared in Alfred Hitchcock’s Mystery Magazine, Ellery Queen Mystery Magazine, Tough and the Anthony nominated anthology Lawyers, Guns & Money: Crime Fiction Inspired by The Music of Warren Zevon (co-edited with Art Taylor). Her other publications include stories in The Dark, Smokelong Quarterly, MonkeyBicycle, HAD and others. She lives in Upstate NY with her husband and cats.

To learn more please visit her at www.libbycudmore.com 

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Spotlight: Going to Maine: All the Ways to Fall on the Appalachian Trail by Sally Chaffin Brooks

From comedian Sally Chaffin Brooks comes a memoir about the thing she can't seem to shut up about— her life changing thru-hike of the Appalachian Trail.

25-year-old Sally has no reason to upend her comfortable, conventional life to spend 5 months hiking the Appalachian Trail; no reason except that her charismatic best friend, Erin, asked her to come along. A woefully out-of-shape Sally quickly realizes she may not actually be prepared for the realities of thru-hiking— brutal weather, wrong turns, and painful blisters have her wanting to quit almost as soon as she starts. But out of loyalty to Erin, or maybe the sinking realization that her life needed upending, Sally sticks it out. As she and Erin trek from Georgia to Maine, they collect a ragtag band of hikers and together stumble from one hilarious (and sometimes scary) predicament to another. By the time she reaches Maine— accompanied by Erin, their crew, and a guy she's maybe (definitely) falling in love with— readers will cheer for the stronger, more self-assured Sally that has emerged and wish they could start the laugh-out-loud, life-affirming adventure all over again.

Excerpt

JUNE 10, 2006, OREGONIA, OHIO

“Wow,” my mom said again, wiping tears from her eyes. 

We stood with my dad in the empty hallway, taking a beat before we opened the double doors and I walked down the aisle. “I just can’t believe my baby girl….” 

“... farted like a truck driver in her wedding dress?” my dad cut in.

 “A truck driver?!” my mom retorted. “I was going to say earthquake!” Her body shook with laughter. 

“You guys done?” I fixed them both with what I hoped was an annoyed look, but found it near impossible to pull off stern with four feet of tulle attached to the top of my head. “You try wearing shapewear all day and see what happens.” 

My mom hooked her arm through mine. “You’ve always had impeccable timing.” 

“We should go before I pass out,” my dad said as he took his position on my other side. 

“Glad to see you two getting along,” I took a deep breath and squeezed them both close. “Okay, let’s do this.” 

We were still laughing as we walked through the doors, a sweet mandolin tune playing courtesy of a childhood friend’s bluegrass band. I vaguely registered the friends and family, all turned in their chairs to watch me parade to the front. I focused on my fiancé, who, I noted thankfully, looked excited, albeit slightly uncomfortable, in his brand-new Men’s Warehouse suit. I caught the eye of Erin, my maid of honor, who was giving me a “holy shit, this is happening” grin, which I returned with “I know, can you believe it?” crazy wide-eyes. 

It was fitting that Erin was going to be up there with us. I mean, of course she would be, we’d been best friends since the moment we’d met playing light-as-a-feather at a seventh-grade sleepover; but really, she was the reason I was getting married at all. Without Erin, I never would have hiked the Appalachian Trail. And without the Appalachian Trail, I never would have met this wonder of a person that I was about to vow to love “til death do us part.”

March, 2002, Chicago, Illinois

 It all started with a phone call. I was, as I typically was in those days, stuck in Chicago traffic when my best friend, Erin, called from her house in St. Louis.

“Dude, I’m going to hike the fucking AT!” Erin blurted as way of a greeting. By AT, she meant the Appalachian Trail—an almost 2,200-mile hiking trail that runs from Georgia to Maine. 

“What? When?” I asked, mentally screaming “MOOOOOVEEE” to the car in front of me. 

“Next year, probably February or March.” Erin was in the process of studying for the MCATs and was hoping to go to med school the following fall. She would be able to take the five months needed to hike the entire trail in the spring of 2003, assuming everything went as planned. 

“That’s really great, dude. I’m excited for you,” I told her. We talked some more about her plans; me, inching along in traffic on my way back to my office in downtown Chicago; her, sitting on her porch in St. Louis getting ready to bike to the hospital where she was working as a nurses’ aid. 

When Erin finally got off the phone so she could get to work, telling me she had to go “wipe old-ass butts,” I was still about five miles from the office, which meant probably another hour in the car. I was working for a non-profit based in down‐ town Chicago called Best Buddies where I would set up programs in area high schools to pair kids with and without intellectual and developmental disabilities in one-on-one friendships. I loved my job, but it required me to routinely travel out to schools in the Chicago suburbs, and I often spent hours at a time in my ‘86 Honda Civic that had no working stereo or air conditioner, driving out of and back into the city. The silence in the car gave me a lot of time to think.

I thought about Erin’s plans. I decided I was jealous. The previous summer, right after I graduated from college, Erin, her older sister Cara, and I spent a month backpacking the Long Trail, a hiking trail that traverses the Green Mountains of Vermont, from the Massachusetts line to the Canadian border. It was my first long-distance hiking trip, and I hadn’t been prepared for how hard it would be. Before that trip I was more of a summer camp counselor, car camping, day-hiking type of outdoorswoman, not a “carry everything I need for a week on my back and hike up and down mountains all day” type. Cara was a for-real outdoorswoman; a “moved to New Hampshire to live with her fiancé that she’d met thru-hiking the AT” kinda gal. I’d grown up idolizing Cara, and the chance to spend a month with her and Erin was a dream. But in the minutes after the three of us had reached the Canadian border and completed the Long Trail, but before I collapsed with exhaustion, I swore I would never do something like that again.

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Sally Chaffin Brooks is a writer, stand-up comedian, and podcaster. A reformed lawyer, Sally has released two chart-topping comedy albums (Brooks Was Here, Street Bird) and co-hosts the comedy podcasts The Ridiculist and Dumb Love. She lives in Atlanta, Georgia with her husband and son, and heads to the mountains as often as possible. Going to Maine is her first book