Spotlight: War Cloud’s Passion by Karen Kay

Genre: Historical Native American Romance

A dangerous passion.

At twenty-three, Anna Wiley is lucky. The children aboard an orphan train headed west don’t care that their nurse is too tall, too homely to be loved. They need her, and she will not rest until each one is placed in a loving home, including the last twelve bedraggled, rejected urchins clinging to her skirts.

When their train is attacked by a band of warriors bent on rescuing a kidnapped Indian boy, she doesn’t think twice about protecting the children—all the children, including the boy. Except keeping her charges safe means she must trust the formidable warrior who led the attack.

War Cloud plans to get the strong-willed white woman and her gaggle of children off his hands as soon as possible. Yet as he guides them toward civilization, he realizes there is beauty beneath Anna’s ill-fitting clothes, a strong spirit behind her sparkling green eyes.

Even as passion grows, War Cloud prepares to put her from him, and not only because of the animosity that hangs between their cultures. A centuries-old curse hangs over his ancestral line. A spell that could take her from him forever—should he dare to fall in love.

This book has been previously published.

Warning: Sensuous Romance which contains a passion that could lead to soul-stirring love, if the whispering ancestors have their way.

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About the Author

Bestselling author of Native American Historical Romance, KAREN KAY is a multi-published author of romance and adventure in the Old West.  She has been praised by reviewers and fans alike for bringing insights into the everyday life of the American Indian culture of the past.

As Reviewer, Suzanne Tucker, once wrote, “Ms. Kay never fails to capture the pride, the passion and the spirit of the American Indian…"

KAREN KAY's great grandmother was Choctaw, and she is adopted Blackfeet.  Ms. Kay is honored to be able to write about the rich culture of a people who gave this country so much.

“With the power of romance, I hope to bring about an awareness of the American Indian’s concept of honor, and what it meant to live as free men and free women.  There are some things that should never be forgotten.”

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Spotlight: Rome’s Last Noble Palace by Kimberly Sullivan

Publication date: December 6th 2023

Genres: Adult, Historical, Paranormal, Women’s Fiction

Synopsis:

Two women. Two different centuries. One attic room

American Isabelle Field has been shipped off to Rome to live with her aunt, Princess Elizabeth Brancaccio. Isabelle’s aunt and mother share a common goal – replicating Elizabeth’s success by marrying Isabelle off to a European nobleman.

But Rome in 1896 is on the cusp of a new century and Isabelle longs for more than a titled husband. She secretly designs costumes for Rome’s burgeoning theatre environment and dreams of opening a fashion atelier. Can she gather the courage to forge a life for herself, even if it means going against expectations?

Over a century later, doctoral candidate Sophie Nouri can’t believe her good fortune when she is selected to intern in Rome’s Near Eastern Art Museum. Even better, the position includes an attic apartment in the spectacular museum property, the Palazzo Brancaccio.

Overseeing a major exhibition is stressful, but tension alone can’t explain the disturbing nighttime presence in the deserted hallways of the grand palace – especially one no one else can sense. Almost as if a spectral being is trying to communicate with Sophie directly. Or warn her.

Excerpt

Rome, 2018

SUNLIGHT STREAMED THROUGH the high windows, coaxing Sophie from her dreams. She cracked one eye open, groaning at the early hour on the travel alarm clock. How had she forgotten to close the shutters last night? Blame it on the jet lag of someone no longer used to international travel.

She turned her head to observe Matt’s sleeping form. His chest rose and fell in a calm, steady rhythm. A little sunlight seeping through the windows would never wake him this early. He was made of stronger stuff.

She turned back to the window, struck again by golden Roman light she’d forgotten after so many years away. Not at all like the diffused light back home. Sparrows swooped in graceful arcs across the cloudless, cerulean sky. As the sleepiness seeped from her eyes and her gaze sharpened, the bright, white blocks began to take shape. Her heart beat faster. The familiar but long-dormant sense of fear coursed through her body. She hadn’t been expecting to feel it so deeply after all these years away.

Closing her eyes, she took a calming breath and formed images of waking in her bedroom at home. The branch of the oak tree scraping the bedroom window, the twittering of the birds, the bold squirrel that peeked in her window most mornings, the creaks and groans of the old, converted farmhouse. Gradually, her heartbeat slowed, the fear seeped away. She inhaled deeply, counted to ten and exhaled.

She could do this.

She fixed a determined gaze on the grand palazzo, glittering white in the strong Mediterranean sunlight. Some of its brown shutters were open, others closed like sleepy eyes reluctant to yield to the morning light. She remembered all those useless afternoon battles against the Roman sunlight filtering heat and blinding rays into those great rooms.

At the palazzo’s upper edge, lithe young angels kneeled in rows, their flowing curls cascading down to their shoulders. Their pointed wings punctuated the cornice above, curving vines sprouted from their bodies in a riot of intricate swirls. The young angels were separated from one another by lush greenery, unrolling in a seemingly endless, elegant row. She’d always known the carving was there, but she’d never observed the details from this angle. Everything had been different from within. Despite the warmth of the early morning sun, she shivered.

Ignoring a mounting sense of dread, Sophie pushed herself up gently, careful not to rouse Matt. Sliding bare feet into beckoning slippers, she padded softly to the door, her back decisively turned to the noble home.

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About the Author

Kimberly grew up in the suburbs of Boston and in Saratoga Springs, New York, although she now calls the Harlem neighborhood of New York City home when she’s back in the US. She studied political science and history at Cornell University and earned her MBA, with a concentration in strategy and marketing, from Bocconi University in Milan. 

Afflicted with a severe case of Wanderlust, she worked in journalism and government in the US, Czech Republic and Austria, before settling down in Rome, where she works in international development, and writes fiction any chance she gets.

She is a member of the Women’s Fiction Writers Association (WFWA) and The Historical Novel Society and has published several short stories and three novels: Three Coins, Dark Blue Waves and In The Shadow of The Apennines.

After years spent living in Italy with her Italian husband and sons, she’s fluent in speaking with her hands, and she loves setting her stories in her beautiful, adoptive country.

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Spotlight: Starpassage: Book One: The Relic Clark by Rich Burbidge

Award-winning storyteller Clark Burbidge presents the first book in a thrilling young-adult fantasy adventure, StarPassage: The Relic, a clue-studded journey through time, space, and history that builds mystery and suspense with every page turned.

Two teenage siblings find themselves desperate for answers when a mysterious relic reveals its age-old secrets and power.

Tim and Martie Carson are the only ones who can save their family from a downward spiral fueled by their parent’s struggles with PTSD and depression. When they realize that an ancient relic discovered under mysterious circumstances holds the key to unlocking answers hidden in the past, the siblings embark on a race against time to learn the relic’s secrets while avoiding the Trackers, sinister shadowy figures doomed to haunt history and drawn to possess the relic for their own evil purposes.

Travel through history with the Carson family as they struggle to understand the relic’s secrets. In their race against time can they decipher the clues and piece together the puzzle containing the answers they desperately seek? Or will they be trapped forever by the evil forces relentlessly pursuing them?

Excerpt

Prologue

Fugitive’s Drift

The young couple struggled through the shoulder-high, thorny brush. They were poorly dressed for the demands of the terrain. He wore thin cotton pants, a short-sleeve shirt, and thin-soled, leather, dress shoes. She had a modest narrow cotton summer dress and slip with low-heeled, round-toed shoes. Their outfits would have been practical on the streets of any 1930s-era American city like Chicago or New York but were decidedly out of place in the late 1870s South African backcountry. The brush tore at their clothing, quickly reducing it to ragged threads.

There were no established paths. The couple’s desperate race flowed down steep gullies the locals called dongas. Tumbling as often as running, their progress was directed more by gravity and the human instinct to survive than by any conscious goal. They held between them an unusual shiny object that looked as out of place as their clothing. Each grasped a single point of the odd-looking relic, which slowed their progress and caused them to move in tandem. But neither seemed willing to release their vice-like grip.

The couple was not alone. Dozens of others fled through the maze of rough, unforgiving ravines. The people who struggled around them were dressed in the red or blue tunics of a military force. These companions in flight were mostly on foot. The few on horseback appeared to have little advantage.

The fugitives were remnants of a once proud British Regiment with attached native contingent troops. The day’s action would become known as the British army’s worst historical defeat at the hands of a native force. The soldiers were no longer an army, rather they were reduced to one’s and two’s and were being systematically hunted to extinction by a determined foe. They were desperate refugees—no rank, no discipline, no order—a mindless mass, racing for their lives. A race few would win this day.

None of those who crossed the young couple’s path paid attention to anyone or anything. In fact, the young couple went completely unnoticed. They had joined the exodus, scrambling down the steep, eroded dry wash that rolled off the high ground toward the Buffalo and Tuguela Rivers hundreds of feet below and several miles from where it had all started, or ended: the soon-to-be historic, rocky outcropping the natives called Isandlwana.

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“How did they find us so quickly?” the woman cried. She tripped and fell, opening a deep gash in her knee and tearing her dress. Her companion helped her up, leaving untended crimson ribbons flowing from a freshly hemorrhaging wound.

She looked up at him, tears leaving dirty trails on her cheeks.

“We must keep moving, Jenny,” the young man said, sounding desperate. “Medical aid will have to wait. They’re gaining.”

“Why is it not working, Henry?”

“It will work; we just need to keep moving until it does. Do not let go no matter what happens.”

A horse came crashing through the brush, causing them to dive to their left to avoid being trampled. An officer leaned forward on the horse, his red tunic, white belt, and matching shoulder strap impossible to miss against the dull-brown countryside. He appeared badly wounded and clung to his horse. The officer spurred his regal beast onward. Stains of blood and deep wounds were visible across the noble animal’s haunches as it charged past, trying to pick its way through the pathless wilderness. The cause of its desperate flight suddenly poured into the ravine.

“He has no chance,” Henry whispered. “The Zulus move faster than a horse in this terrain.”

The Zulu warriors were strong and untiring as they effortlessly closed on the horseman. Barefoot, clad only with cloths around their waists, they seemed immune to the thorny brush. They moved like antelope, but with the hunting skills of a hungry pride of lions. They were the horns of the buffalo.

The British troops had been engaged by the main body of the Zulu force while their flanks were besieged from every side. The encirclement maneuver was a deadly Zulu strategy when successfully employed, and today it had worked to perfection. The horns of the buffalo had closed around and overwhelmed the British lines from behind.

A dozen warriors converged on the horseman just ten yards from where Jenny and Henry sat hidden in the brush. Henry watched in horror as the doomed soldier bravely withdrew his revolver from its holster and fired, dropping one of his pursuers. He fired again, wounding a second who fell back. But there were too many. Two more shots rang out, but they did nothing to stem the human tide, rising around the horse and rider. It was over in seconds. The Zulu warriors pulled the screaming soldier from his mount, stripped off his red tunic, and finished their work. One put on the tunic while the others held aloft asagi short spears and hardwood knobkerries in celebration. The Zulus moved on unaware of the young couple’s presence.

Henry pulled Jenny to her feet, and they continued to flee down the brushy ravines toward the shallow river crossing, which would later be named the Fugitive’s Drift. Hundreds of soldiers would lose their lives, desperately seeking refuge on the far banks. The air was full of the screams and stench of death that accompany the final stages of an overwhelming, one-sided battle.

Henry stopped to listen to another sound. Heavy, deliberate crashing echoed through the brush.

“Come on, Jenny. They are right behind us. We need to get to the river. We cannot outrun the Zulus, but the others are slower.”

Henry spotted a group of large, shadow-faced men break through into a small clearing just ten yards behind them. The apparent leader, who wore a weathered, sweat-stained, cowboy hat, pointed in their direction. “There it is. Grab it.”

“They are here,” she screamed.

Henry pulled Jenny forward through another patch of dense brush. The two-inch needles clung to their clothes and tore at their skin with every step. Their pursuers closed the distance unaffected by the thorny barrier.

“They are right behind us,” Jenny cried.

“Do not let them touch you or all is lost.”

The closest pursuer lunged at the couple, missing by inches, while ripping a handful of tattered material from Jenny’s dress.

Another picked up a discarded asagi and threw it, piercing Henry’s right thigh. He stumbled and fell. “Nooooo . . .”

Jenny grabbed his arm, but his greater weight and momentum pulled her down with him. As they fell, the ground seemed to disappear beneath them. Henry realized they had burst out of the brush onto a nearly forty-five-degree dirt slope. Gravity pulled them down the long, steep incline toward the river. Henry lost his grip on the relic as they summersaulted toward the boulder-strewn river.

Coming to a painful stop in the shallows, he sat up. “Jenny!”

He examined his wound, which was soaking his pants with a dark, spreading stain. Henry attempted to stand but could put little weight on his injured leg and fell back. The spear that had pierced him lay nearby. He grasped it and attempted to use it as a crutch. His attempt was vain, and he fell back, splashing into the shallow water.

“Jenny, if I cannot see you that means you held on, so we still have a chance. Jenny, where are you?” he said, his voice wavering.

Henry heard no response, but his call attracted the attention of a group of Zulus about forty yards downstream. One of the Zulu warriors noticed him sitting in the shallow water and held up his four-foot, oval-shaped, black-and-white patterned, cowhide shield. He called out what sounded like a command and pointed at Henry with his asagi. The warriors turned in unison and charged toward Henry, closing the distance in seconds.

“Jenny!” he called again, hoping she was conscious after the long drop.

Henry looked up and saw the group of tall, shadow-faced figures, standing at the top of the hill. The cowboy motioned toward him with his chin, and they began their own pursuit down the hillside. He and Jenny were in real trouble now. They could no longer move fast enough to outpace the shadow men. However, his immediate danger lay with the rapidly approaching Zulu warriors. They would kill him without discussion, hesitation, or thought.

“Jenny,” he called with desperation in his voice.

An isijula throwing spear bit deeply into the ground next to his leg. He lurched backward and crawled feebly upriver, using the asagi to pull himself forward. The lead warrior was only ten yards away when Henry felt a hand close around his wrist and guide it to a pointed, metallic object. His fingers closed around the object, and the approaching Zulus stopped dead in their tracks. Most of the warriors fell to their knees, their voices full of fear as they shouted words Henry could not begin to understand. Others prostrated themselves on the ground while the remainder retreated several steps, terror etched on their faces.

“Move now!” Jenny ordered, shaking Henry back to reality.

“Right.” He shook his head to clear his thoughts as she helped him stand up. With Jenny and the spear-crutch they retreated thirty yards upriver, staying in the shallows to avoid leaving a trail of blood or footprints for the Zulus to follow. They could move no farther and collapsed together.

The warriors, recovered from their initial shock, advanced carefully to where they had last seen Henry, swinging their spears violently through the empty air and stabbing at the ground.

“Thank you for getting me moving. They seem very thorough.”

“It is still not working,” Jenny said, looking at the relic they both clung to tightly. “This needs to end. I cannot endure this further!”

“Agreed. I hope you don’t mind if we return it to the old couple at the antique shop.”

“Sounds good to me,” Jenny said. “The relic can take care of itself. It does not need us to find the next owner. Whether the shop owners want it or not, promise me we are done.”

“I promise. The risk is not worth it.” They were both exhausted. He didn’t know how much longer either of them could last.

Jenny sighed and looked at him with obvious relief. “Our luck definitely seems to have run out. Its purpose for us must be fulfilled.”

“At the least, it seems to be ready to choose a new owner. We have learned the danger in trying to force our will upon it.”

“You told me the old lady in the shop warned you to be careful how you use it,” Jenny said.

“Yes, she seemed overly dramatic, but now we understand why.”

Henry flinched when she touched his leg wound. “Are you all right?”

He grimaced. “I think my traveling is done for the day. What about you?”

“I need to stop the bleeding,” she said, sounding drowsy.

With effort she stood and propped his leg on a boulder above the water. She then tore several pieces off her dress and used them to bind his wound. Then she sank to her knees in a daze. Henry rolled over and used another strip to bind a gash on Jenny’s knee.

“There,” he said. “That ought to do for now.”

Jenny laid back in the shallow water and gazed at the hill above them with hollow eyes. “I need to rest.”

“You have lost a lot of blood,” Henry said with concern.

“We need to get home,” she whispered. “They are halfway down the hill, and I do not think we can escape this time.”

Henry glanced up and confirmed that the shadow figures had covered half the distance from the top at a fast walk.

“We have done all we can. The relic needs to do the rest.” Henry cradled her head above the flowing water. “Was it worth it?”

“Probably not the best time to ask. But keep me talking. That helps.”

Henry forced a smile. “It did bring us together. I am grateful for that.” Gently, he squeezed her hand with affection, and she returned the gesture.

“If they come much closer, we will have to let go.” Jenny sounded resigned. “Then at least they will not get it.”

Henry held her hand tighter. “We still have time. It will work. It has to.”

Jenny’s eyes fluttered. “Will you miss them? The adventures I mean.”

“Perhaps someday,” Henry said. “But not today.”

“It has been a new beginning for us.” She seemed to muster a little strength and smiled up at him.

“Yes.” He smiled and kissed her forehead. “That is the important thing. Do not let go. When we are old and gray, maybe we will laugh about how foolish we were today.”

“Not likely,” she whispered and gave him a thin smile. “But there are a lot of other memories that will warm our hearts.”

A surge of affection for Jenny washed over him. Had it only been four weeks since the relic brought them together? He had to lean closer to hear what she said next.

“Thank you for finding me.”

“We found each other,” he corrected, pressing his cheek to hers. Tears burned the back of his eyes. “Hang on now. Stay with me.”

The sound of a snorting horse caught his attention, and his head snapped up. Two horsemen cascaded down the hill toward the river.

The Zulus, who had lost interest in their search for him, were drifting back in the direction from which they had come until they spotted the mounted riders. Now they sprinted to intercept the escaping men. The soldiers rode at full gallop into the stream, but were slowed as they moved into deeper water.

Henry sucked in a deep breath. He knew they would never reach the opposite side in time. The men were still within range of the pursuing warriors’ throwing spears. A dozen missiles flew, several finding their marks. Both riders were knocked from their mounts. Several of the Zulu warriors waded into the river to retrieve the wounded soldiers and finish their deadly work.

“That could easily have been us.” Henry winced at the gruesome sight.

“It still could be. As soon as we let go, they will see us,” Jenny said in a breathy whisper. “We hold on and the cowboy gets us. We let go and the Zulus do. No good choices.”

Henry checked the progress of the shadow figures. They were a mere thirty yards away. “It is time to let go, Jenny. They will stop as soon as we do.”

She looked at him and touched his face. “It was worth it.”

“Yes, every second.” They both loosened their grip on the relic.

The shadow men approached with wicked smiles. The cowboy sneered and reached for the artifact. “This time there ain’t no escape.”

“Wait!” Jenny squeezed Henry’s hand as the world around them began to fade into a gray mist. “It is happening,” she said. “We made it!”

Chapter I

Casualties of War

Major Jim Carson rode in the left rear seat of the Humvee, a dozen vehicles back from the front of the convoy.

War’s a dirty business. Constant heat, dust, sand flies. The uncertainty wears on all of us. No battle lines. No routine milk runs.

Three weeks into his second Middle East deployment, elements of his National Guard unit were shepherding a supply convoy from the main logistics center to a smaller forward base of operations.

He wasn’t required to personally oversee this operation, but for some reason he’d been assigned by higher-ups to observe and report on the smaller base’s state of readiness. The command vehicle in which he rode had three other occupants. The driver was Pfc Billy Dilworth. Pfc Hernando Alvarez stood in the 50-cal. ring mount with only his waist down visible to Jim’s right. Both were on their first deployment. Their conversation was often laced with bravado and dreams of glorious victories.

That’ll last about another week.

First Sergeant Blaine Kelly occupied the front right shotgun seat. Blaine had control of the radio and the newly introduced Blue Force Tracker, essentially a laptop that illustrated the location of coalition forces, known bad guys, recent attacks, etc. It served as Jim’s connection to the unit and gave him the best view of the outside world.

Blaine had been in the unit before Jim and knew it inside out. He was also the closest, most trustworthy person Jim had ever known, except for his own wife. Jim, five years younger, relied on the vast combat experience of his forty-two-year-old First Sergeant.

Jim went the ROTC route, starting as a wet behind the ears 2nd Lieutenant and obtained a teaching certification. Blaine had come up the hard way, volunteering straight out of high school and re-enlisting for two additional three-year stints. After nine years Blaine left the military to pursue a lucrative opportunity in plant management for a medical device company. However, his commitment to serve his country ran deep.

After a year of civilian life Blaine had joined the Army National Guard. He worked his way up to First Sergeant by exemplifying the qualities of the modern army both in and out of combat. This success was paralleled by his civilian career. His integrity, attention to detail, interpersonal skills, and hard work paved the way. He had risen to regional vice president for the same company and had a half-dozen plant managers reporting to him.

Jim had always felt Blaine’s presence to be a blessing sent directly from on high. The man was the heart and soul of the unit.

The major glanced out the window, always watchful. I may make the decisions, but he makes the operation run, and my command decisions are better because of his input.

The noise, heat, and dust had kept the conversation in the Humvee to a minimum. Jim couldn’t shake a bad feeling about today’s operation. He should not be in the same vehicle as his First Sergeant—too much critical command structure in one target. But the unit’s vehicle options had been reduced by the extra maintenance demands of the harsh, desert environment and vehicle battle losses.

Jim finally broke the long silence. “First Sergeant, when was the last time recon was done on this route?”

“I talked with the recon team this morning, sir,” Blaine replied. “It was clear and secure two days ago.”

“That’s not a big comfort. Make sure Lt. Travis has his lead elements keep their eyes open.”

“Copy that, sir.” Blaine picked up the radio and passed on the major’s concern. After a brief conversation Blaine turned to Jim and said, “The lieutenant has eyes out front and on the flanks, sir.”

“Thank you, First Sergeant,” Jim said and turned to look out the left side of the Humvee. “Dilworth . . . Alvarez . . . on alert.”

“Roger that, sir,” both responded on their communication headsets.

“Probably unnecessary interference . . . just instinct, First Sergeant. Every pair of eyes in this convoy is doing what I’m doing right now, watching for trouble.”

“You got that right, sir.” Blaine gave Jim a thumbs up. “And there are a lot of street-smart eyes in this convoy.”

They looked at each other and smiled as the Humvee traveled another thirty feet.

Suddenly, Jim felt the vehicle lurch violently off the ground. A blinding flash and deafening roar numbed his senses. A dense fog filled his mind. His ears rang with shouting and small arms fire that seemed far away. Something slick and sticky covered his uniform.

His mind spiraled downward like a building collapsing inward. He called out for help, but sound could not clear the fog. His lips were unresponsive. A black, oily, mental undertow pulled him slowly downward. He fought it briefly and then succumbed. His brain carried him away into its last defense, the inner redoubt of unconsciousness. It was the last time he and Blaine ever spoke.

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Fourteen months later

Tim Carson was big for his sixteen years, just over six foot and broad shouldered. Weight-lifting and running with his dad had shaped him into a well-conditioned teen. He was handsome, but not strikingly so, with brown eyes and dishwater-blond hair cut just above his ears. But he was scared about what would come next. He cautiously approached the spare bedroom. He found his mom asleep, her tear-stained face red and puffy against the white, down pillow. Martie, his thirteen-year-old sister, appeared at his side.

“War does terrible things to people,” he whispered. “Sometimes the injuries you can see aren’t the worst ones. Our family is just as much a casualty as Dad.”

“Mom . . . Mom are you all right? Are you awake?” Tim said, touching her shoulder. No response. He knelt at the edge of the bed and tried to comprehend how life could have taken such a strange turn. “Why can’t we just be a family? Why did this have to happen?”

Tim thought about how their lives had turned upside down since his dad had returned from the Middle East.

At the time, Tim was hopeful. “Just having him back, even badly wounded, should be enough for us. At least he didn’t die over there.”

Martie knelt beside him. “Why is Mom so sad?”

“She’s worried about Dad. It’s really hard on her that he isn’t getting better.”

“But why isn’t Dad getting better?” Martie sounded scared. “He can walk again, and his arm is working pretty good.”

“That’s a tough one to answer,” Tim said.

Martie and Tim knew most of the story. Dad had been in the Army National Guard and in in his second deployment. His Humvee was closest to a buried, wire-triggered bomb when it exploded along the road. Dad had called it an IED—an Improvised Explosive Device. The Humvee had been ripped nearly in two and flipped on its side, killing three of his buddies. He was the only one who survived the attack.

But that’s all they knew. He refused to talk about it. Whenever they asked, Dad ignored their questions and would get a far-off look on his face. If they pushed too hard, he’d get in the car and drive off, sometimes not coming home until bedtime.

One time a few weeks ago, his dad had acted almost normal. While they were watching a football game, Tim eased his dad into a brief conversation.

“I was lucky to have been on the far side of the vehicle,” Dad had told him. “I still got hit by lots of fragments of metal, rock, and glass in my right side.” He pushed up his shirt sleeve and revealed a long scar. “My right arm and leg took the brunt of it.”

But when Tim tried to ask Dad about his feelings—about the invisible wound he carried around—he stopped talking and walked outside. The wound to his mind had done the most damage.

His physical wounds had been severe, and for a long time they weren’t sure Dad would live. Several operations were performed to remove the shrapnel and repair the damage it caused. After some physical therapy Dad was almost good as new. The doctors finally released him six months after the explosion.

“Do you think Dad’s changed?” Martie asked, interrupting Tim’s thoughts.

“He’s still our dad,” Tim said, trying to reassure her. “But he’s also a different person in ways he may not even understand. He—”

“I know. He gets angry easy, mostly over nothing. He and Mom fight all the time too. That never happened before.”

Tim nodded as more thoughts flooded his mind. It never gets physical, but words can leave serious wounds too.

Tim tried to explain. “The doctors said his injuries—the concussion, the operations, the pain medications—might affect Dad’s personality for a while.

“But he’s better now, isn’t he? He doesn’t have to go to the hospital all the time.”

“Yeah, I thought he’d be better by now too.”

Tim had been with his mom when the doctors talked about PTSD, which was short for Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder.

“It’s hard to predict in cases like Jim’s when there has been severe trauma,” the doctor had said to his mom. “We strongly recommend your entire family participate in your husband’s therapy. There are group classes the whole family can attend with and without Jim that will help. We’ll monitor him regularly and ask that you contact us if there are any symptoms.”

“What should I look for,” his mom asked.

“Well, Mrs. Carson . . .” answered the doctor, scratching his chin. He pulled a folded paper out of his white, medical-coat pocket and handed it to Tim’s mother. “That is an important question. I recently made a list of usual symptoms for another patient and thought you might appreciate a copy. The difficulty with PTSD is the symptoms are nearly infinite and can vary based on the individual and the traumatic experiences absorbed. But the most common are there.”

His mom unfolded the paper, and he read the typed list over her shoulder.

Six major symptoms were listed:

Re-experiencing the traumatic event, often at night in the form of nightmares.

Increased anxiety, lack of trust, or emotional outbursts.

Intrusive and obsessive memories or flashbacks of the event that are upsetting and come at random times.

Physical reactions to the memories, including a pounding heart, tension, or sweating.

Loss of interest in normal life activities and a sense of detachment, feeling alone, or misunderstood.

Outbursts of anger, difficulty sleeping, guilt, or depression.

His mom nodded her head. “I recognize some of these. How long will they last?”

“They may be resolved in days or weeks, but in some patients they can last much longer,” the doctor explained. “PTSD is as real as any wound and needs to be treated. We need to work together to help your husband put these traumatic events into the past and move on.”

At first, Tim didn’t believe that PTSD was real, but the doctors were right. Over the next few months he witnessed several of the symptoms described. He did a lot of research on the Internet. He noticed some symptoms could play off each other and make his dad’s struggle more difficult. His dad had nightmares almost every night, which kept him from sleeping. So the lack of sleep made him tired and more easily anxious and upset.

“Let’s go into my room so we don’t wake Mom up,” Martie said.

“Good idea.”

They moved to her room down the hall and sat on the edge of Martie’s bed.

“Martie, the terrible thing Dad went through, his lack of sleep and reliving it over and over again in his mind, has changed how he thinks and acts.”

“Does he think it’s his fault?” his sister asked.

“I don’t know. Maybe. Guilt would make it more difficult to deal with. There’s something called survivor’s guilt. Dad might feel guilty that he lived and everybody else died. But I don’t really know how he feels because he won’t talk about it.”

“Is this how he’s always going to be?” Tears welled up in her eyes.

Tim shook his head and sighed. “I don’t know. Nobody knows. The doctors say with time and help, many people overcome PTSD, so I hope he’ll get better. We just need to hang in there until he does.”

“I miss Dad how he was.”

“Me too.”

“Is Mom okay? She seems sad all the time now. And she cries a lot.”

Tim pulled his kid sister to his side. He and Martie had always been close. The problems with their dad and mom had disrupted their lives, too, but it had also brought them closer.

“I dunno, sis. I’ve seen her taking medicine a lot. I think it’s getting harder for her to deal with things. She doesn’t get much sleep either.”

“Why did Dad have to go away tonight?” Tears streamed down Martie’s face and glistened in the low light from her bedside lamp. “What’s going to happen to us?”

He plucked a tissue out of the box on the bedside table and handed it to her.

“The doctors think they can help Dad, but they needed to take him to the hospital for observation and more therapy,” Tim explained. “They talked about doing more evaluations to try to help him get control of his nightmares and his anger and anxiety. I think they might want to keep him in the hospital for a while.”

“I heard Mom talking on the phone to Grandma yesterday,” Martie said, sniffing. “She said she was going to take a vacation. Where’s she going? I don’t want her to leave us.”

“I know, but she needs the rest. I don’t think she even knows where she’s going yet. But Grandma texted me and said she would be coming over and staying for a while.” Tim tried to sound calmer than he felt. “Let’s go downstairs and sit by the fire. I’ll nuke some popcorn, and we can watch a movie. Okay?”

Martie nodded and blew her nose. “The fire and popcorn sound okay, but I’m not in the mood for a movie.”

“Okay, your call.”

Instead of turning on the hall light in case it would wake up Mom, they felt their way through the dark hallway to the top of the stairs. Tim nearly stepped off into empty space, catching himself on the railing. With Martie clutching his hand, they moved quietly down the curved stairway to the living room where a dim lamp had been left on. He gazed at a picture fit for the cover of any popular December magazine issue.

A fully decorated Christmas tree stood in the far corner of the room. A few presents lay under the silver and gold sparkling tree. Martie plopped on the loveseat-sized sofa in front of the gas fireplace as Tim flipped on the switch. It almost looked like a real log fire. All of their stockings hung from the carved, white mantle. In addition to the loveseat, two high-back upholstered chairs sat on either side surrounding the low, mahogany coffee table. Deep-crimson drapes framed the two front windows with wooden dividers.

Before heading for the kitchen, Tim stopped in front of the Christmas tree and touched a few of the ornaments. Some he and Martie had made when they were kids, and others were old-fashioned glass treasures, gathered from garage sales and antique stores. His mom loved antiques. She said each ornament looked as if it had a mysterious story to tell. At the top of the tree sat a beautiful, eight-pointed, silver star that gleamed and shimmered as it reflected the fire.

Mom loved decorating the house and especially the tree for Christmas. But it was more than ornaments hanging on a tree. She always said it made the room feel different—special, spiritual.

Martie walked up beside him and sighed. “I love this room at Christmastime. It wouldn’t surprise me a bit if one evening we saw Mary and Joseph cradling their newborn baby Jesus here when we walked in.”

He chuckled and kissed the top of her head. “Wouldn’t that be something? That’d be a Christmas we’d never forget. I could use a little Christmas spirit right now.”

They stood quietly, gazing at the lighted tree.

“Everyone says Dad is a hero, but he’s always been one to me,” Martie said. “Why can’t he see that too?”

“Maybe it’s not about what we see in him. Maybe it’s what he believes about himself.”

“I’d give anything to see him smile like he did before,” Martie said. “If I could only have one gift for Christmas, that’s what it would be.”

“Dad’s the one who received the Purple Heart, but we’re all casualties. Let’s just take this one day at a time and be prepared for a wild ride. Hopefully, you’ll see that smile soon.”

“But we’ll be together, right?”

Tim ruffled her hair. “Yep, every step.”

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Clark Rich Burbidge was born and raised in the mountain valleys of the Rockies. He earned an MBA from the University of Southern California and a BS from the University of Utah. His finance career includes life as an investment banker and Chief Financial Officer, and his involvement in community and church service spans four decades. Clark and his sweetheart, Leah, live near Salt Lake City, Utah, where they enjoy outdoor activities such as mountain and road biking and sharing their lives with their blended family of ten children and eleven grandchildren. He and his wife enjoy traveling and such things as cycling and scuba diving, but when life and faith are enjoyed so completely there is no need to travel to find that which is already present.

Spotlight: The Matchmaking Heirs by Whitley Cox & Ember Leigh

Series: Winter Harbor Heroes, Book 4

Release: December 1, 2023

Genre: Christmas, holiday, winter, matchmaking, small town, mystery, family secrets, feel-good, inspirational, warm and fuzzy

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It’s the Winters brothers first Christmas in Winter Harbor!

They’ve reconciled, found love, found a purpose and are winning over the hearts of the townspeople. What more could they ask for?

Perhaps even an inkling of an idea what to get their better half for Christmas for starters.

And now they’ve been tasked with a matchmaking quest that seems downright impossible. Maribel has put it on the brothers and their lady loves to help widow Drucilla Crombie finally get the man she’s pined over for nearly sixty years. But old Mr. Gentry is oblivious and ornery and, according to Maribel, would need a map and a compass to find the nose on his own face, so he’s completely hopeless when it comes to love.

Now, it’s up to Callum, Carson, Colton and their women to help bring the two Winter Harborites together once and for all. But it won’t be easy. And if that’s not hard enough, there’s a journalist in Summer Hills hell-bent on dragging the Summers and Winters family names through the mud. So they need to figure out what his problem is and put a stop to it before things escalate and ruin Christmas for everyone.

Get ready for laughter, swoony moments, and one unforgettable Christmas in the quirky small coastal town of Winter Harbor, Oregon as the brothers and their loves unravel mysteries, play matchmakers and sneak moments under the mistletoe for the first time ever.

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“How are your balls?”

“Happily empty.”

Amaya giggled.

“So … speaking of happily …” What a horrendous segue. Whatever, I had to use what was at my disposal. I was desperate.

“Hmm?”

“Come Christmas morning, what would make you happiest? What is Amaya hoping to find under the tree from Santa Claus?”

She snorted and started to draw pleasant circles around my nipple with the tip of her fingernail. “Is that a euphemism?”

“You want my dick under the tree? That’s gonna make Christmas morning with my brothers a little awkward.”

“Ah, this house is one big rabbit warren. Everyone is boning all the time. I doubt they’d be that fazed by it.”

That was true. We really were a bunch of horny rabbits.

“Seriously, though, Vix, what do you want for Christmas?” I hated that I’d resorted to asking, but I was at a loss, and the days to Christmas were getting fewer and fewer. I needed a jumping off point.

She was quiet for a while. At first, I thought she’d fallen asleep, which wouldn’t have surprised me, but then she shifted against me and sighed. “I have everything I could ever want. I don’t need anything.”

I resisted the urge to growl. That didn’t help me one bit.

Squeezing her tighter, I pressed my lips to the crown of her head, inhaling her sweet floral scent. “Humor me.”

“I want you to surprise me, Carson. Do something unexpected. Outside your comfort zone. Bring joy to the masses. I’ve loved watching you reinvent yourself and your family name so much over these past few months, but I want to see something even bigger. A grander gesture. Something huge to really show Winter Harbor and me that you are Carson three-point-oh.”

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A Canadian West Coast baby born and raised, Whitley is married to her high school sweetheart, and together they have two beautiful daughters and a fluffy dog. She spends her days making food that gets thrown on the floor, vacuuming Cheerios out from under the couch and making sure that the dog food doesn't end up in the air conditioner. But when nap time comes, and it's not quite wine o'clock, Whitley sits down, avoids the pile of laundry on the couch, and writes.

A lover of all things decadent; wine, cheese, chocolate and spicy erotic romance, Whitley brings the humorous side of sex, the ridiculous side of relationships and the suspense of everyday life into her stories. With single dads, firefighters, Navy SEALs, mommy wars, body issues, threesomes, bondage and role-playing, Whitley’s books have all the funny and fabulously filthy words you could hope for.

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Spotlight: Good Elf Gone Wrong by Alina Jacobs

Publication date: November 14th 2023

Genres: Adult, Comedy, Contemporary, Romance

Synopsis:

When you catch your fiancé cheating on you with your sister on Christmas Eve, the elf hat comes off.

I’ve always been the good girl—the anti Scrooge—the one who sacrifices for her guests, bakes cookies for her neighbors, and stays late after a party to clean up.

I don’t mind. I like being on the nice list.

I kept smiling when I caught my fiancé coming down my sister’s chimney on Christmas Eve.

I gave polite congratulations when they got engaged on Christmas morning.

And I even offered to help decorate for their holiday wedding despite the fact that was supposed to be my dream wedding.

But when my sister cuts up our great-grandmother’s one-hundred-year-old wedding dress and turns it into a skank show, even though that was the dress I was going to wear on my wedding day?

Well, this elf is torching down the North Pole.

And what better way to get revenge than giving those cheaters a taste of their own medicine?

This good elf is bringing the bad boy home for Christmas.

Hudson is a six-foot-five, coldhearted, tattooed bad elf with a perpetual sneer and washboard abs.

He’s exactly my sister’s type.

And he’s going to help me nuke her wedding from orbit on the night before Christmas.

What he is not supposed to do is grab my ass in the kitchen while I bake gingerbread.

Or crawl in my bed half naked.

And he’s definitely not supposed to smirk and tell me to commit to our fake relationship right before he goes down on me.

Guess there’s a reason the good elves stay far away from the bad.

Good elves of Christmas unite! We’re ogling the tattooed chests of shirtless bad boys, baking massive amounts of cookies, drinking all the wine, and trying to survive recently divorced grandmothers who have a pathological obsession with our love lives. This standalone holiday romantic comedy has all the Christmas cheer you can fit in your stocking and a happily ever after, guaranteed!

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Knitting clutched in my hands, I turned to the bad boy sitting next to me.

“Do … um …” I cleared my throat. “Do you have a girlfriend?”

His finger paused on the page he was turning. He fixed those pale-silver eyes on me, a dusty gray like the winter sky.

“No. Why? Are you offering?”

“Sort of. See, I kind of need to break up my sister and her boyfriend. She’s dating my ex. He’s a jerk. It’s complicated. But I need you to be my boyfriend so I can ruin her wedding. I don’t know if you do that type of work?”

I smiled hopefully.

The book closed with a loud thud.

He looked angry.

“Er, never mind,” I squeaked and held up my knitting. “I’ll get started on those baby socks. Forget I said anything.”

But he didn’t go back to his book.

“So you want a fake boyfriend.”

“Um, yeah. I mean that was the plan. But plans change …”

Those ghostly eyes still locked on mine, he leaned over, his huge body crowding my space.

I scrunched against the window.

“You sure you can handle it?” he asked in a deep, gravelly voice. He smelled like leather and the winter wind.

No. No, I don’t think I can.

I swallowed. The empty Advent calendar was digging into my side.

“Yes,” I squawked.

“Prove it,” he said, his breath cool on my cheek.

He twisted out of his jacket, the ridges of muscle under the tight gray T-shirt flexing and rippling as he shrugged off the garment.

“Give me a hand job.” The baritone voice deepened. “I have my jacket on my lap. No one will know. Just go for it.”

My eyes were about as big and round as Pugnog’s and ready to pop out of my head.

“Unzip my fly,” he breathed against my mouth, “and stroke my cock.”

My stomach was flip-flopping. The air between us was supercharged, and my skin felt tight and prickly.

“I-I can’t,” I stammered.

He huffed out a laugh, smirked, and pulled his jacket back on, the leather creaking.

“Thought so.” He sat back in his seat and opened up his book. “You’re weak. You have an elaborate revenge plan all mapped out, yet you clearly can’t handle having a fake boyfriend.”

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Spotlight: Perfect Little Lives by Amber and Danielle Brown

Publication Date: December 5, 2023

Publisher: Graydon House/HarperCollins

ON ASHER LANE, SOME SECRETS ARE WORTH KILLING FOR…

Simone’s mother was murdered when she was thirteen. When her father was convicted, everything changed. Overnight, Simone went from living in a wealthy white neighborhood to scraping by.

Ten years later, Simone has given up on her dreams and lives a quiet life, writing book reviews and getting serious with her boyfriend. But with a true crime documentarian hounding her for a scoop and a surprise encounter with her childhood next-door neighbor, Hunter, the past seems set on haunting her. And after Hunter reveals that his father and her mother had a years-long affair, Simone is determined to find out who really killed her mother.

Simone is convinced that all evidence points to Hunter’s father, a renowned judge who had everything to lose if his affair—and his nascent love child—came to light. Playing the game from all sides, Simone enlists Hunter’s help in her investigation into his family—whether he realizes it or not. But is she so desperate for closure that she'll risk imploding her carefully rebuilt life?

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CHAPTER 1

A fat, heavy tear trickles down my cheek when I yank the final hair from my left areola, and it’s not even twelve seconds after I exchange my tweezer for the disposable razor I grifted from Reggie’s top drawer that blood is gushing down the inside of my thigh. I pause at the shocking appearance of crimson and immediately wonder if this laceration is punishment for being impatient or an indictment of my anti-feminism. Part of me thinks hustling to shave the stray hairs that still stubbornly sprout along my bikini line, despite the six agonizing laser removal sessions I’ve suffered through, is a reflection of how deeply I’ve internalized the particular brand of misogyny that says any hair below the brows on a woman is gross and revolting, and the fact that I’m doing this for a man, not myself, is in itself gross and revolting. I’ve also already chugged sixteen ounces of pineapple juice this morning, for obvious reasons.

The other part of me thinks it’s complete bullshit, that being hyper hygienic and having a general disdain for visible body hair is simply considerate, because feminism and a preference for hairlessness shouldn’t be mutually exclusive. I don’t actually think Reggie has ever noticed the hairs on my tits, or even the splattering on my toes that I compulsively remove once a week,

so in a way maybe I am actually plucking the hair from my nipples for my own aesthetic appreciation, not because of the patriarchy, and my feminism is not actually in jeopardy at all.

My dad used to get on me all the time for fixating on tiny, inconsequential details, a habit I no doubt inherited from my mom. But I really am torn about whether I should be judging myself or just owning the part of my personality that is unapologetically vain as I glance at my phone again to see if Reggie has gotten back to my three where r u and did u leave yet and you’re still coming, right? texts, which is what I was doing when I slashed myself in the first place.

There is no reply.

No ellipsis to show he’s typing.

I sigh because I can’t remember the last time my thigh has felt even a trickle. Granted, the deep red liquid heading toward the marble tile is vastly less pleasant than the warm ropes that Reggie sometimes sends down my adductor, or wherever I request, but it’s warm and sticky just like it, and in the most bizarre way, watching it drizzle down my skin turns me on a little. After checking my phone again to no avail, I bandage the nick on my leg and toss the razor, assuming Reggie is already packed in a subway car like a sardine. He is not ghosting me. He is not cheating on me. He just doesn’t have reception and can’t write back yet.

Another thing my dad is constantly grumbling about, usually while he scans the days’ headlines in the Star-Ledger I bring him every Sunday, is how highly intelligent people can convince themselves of really dumb shit. So there’s that.

I look myself over, naked except for the fresh bandage and the glint of gold around my neck, and wish I could see myself the way Reggie sees me. I notice the flaws first. The blemishes. The discoloration. The faded scars I still have from childhood. He notices everything he likes and never has time to consider that I could even potentially see a single flaw in my own body because his hands and mouth are always busy pawing and sucking before he has the chance. Well, that’s how it used to be. Before Goldstein & Wagner claimed his soul. Now I think his perpetual delirium from the lack of sleep gives him a soft-focus gaze and that’s why he thinks I’m so hot.

Most of my dresses are of the silky, shapeless variety, but the one I pick for tonight is also obscenely short, more reminiscent of a chemise than a dinner garment, something I would never wear out alone. But whatever I wear has to pull its weight tonight. My period is two days away and Reggie squirms even at the idea of a speck of blood. I’m virtually celibate five days every month because even bloody hand jobs freak him out, but he does run to Duane Reade without complaint whenever I’m almost out of tampons and always grabs the right box depending on my flow, so it balances out. He’s put in at least ten hours at the firm today, but I’m totally down for doing all the work to get us both off, so yes, this is the dress, and I’m going to make sure he orders something light with plenty of green on his plate so he doesn’t get the itis on the ride back to my place.

Still, as much as I am craving tongue and hands and a long, indulgent dicking down to sustain me while my ovaries wreak havoc, I would happily handle it myself once he’s asleep and take a couple hours of slow, deep conversation instead. A little shit talking, but mostly watching him eat, and laughing the way we used to back when we first met, when he was finishing the last leg of law school and had a fraction of the responsibilities he does now. I try not to romanticize the days when we were fresh and new, because it was fresh and new and so of course it was fucking romantic, but I’m human and can only look back on the inception of our relationship through a halcyon lens.

My apartment is a microscopic studio in a freshly gentrified Bed-Stuy, all I can afford on my own with my salary, which, five hundred miles toward the center of the continent, could get me a mortgage on a cute starter home. It can feel claustrophobic with more than two people inside it at once, but when it’s just me here, it’s perfect. The galley kitchen is at the front and my bed is made semiprivate by the two white open-shelf bookcases I have packed with too many books, some vintage with gorgeous, battered spines, most pre-loved before I got my hands on them. Reggie thinks I have a problem since I’ve lost count of how many I have and because I have dozens more books littered around the four-hundred-square-foot place. He had the nerve to toss around the h word once. I deadfished him that night, and he never used it again. Though if I’m being objective, there is barely a flat space that isn’t occupied by at least one paperback, but that’s only because I am an actual slut for an aesthetic floppy copy of almost anything. Reggie doesn’t get it. He thinks hardbacks are supreme, and I think it’s tied to the fragility of his masculinity somehow, especially since he’s barely a recreational reader, which makes his opinion hardly justified. Then again, I’m a fiend for his dick when it’s floppy too, so maybe I’m the one with a complex.

I run through my standard series of poses using my floor-length mirror to check how far I can lean over without flashing my nipples or my ass, and frown at my visible panty line. They’re seamless, allegedly, but I can see the faint indent where they grip my skin beneath the delicate fabric of my dress. I step out of them and shuffle through my top drawer for a much less conspicuous thong, but then shut it empty-handed and decide that it’s fine, Reggie has had a long week and it’s only Tuesday. I’m sure he’ll appreciate the surprise.

I’m ten pages away from knocking another contrived, predictable thriller written by a man that swears the narrative is feminist but comes off glaringly misogynistic off my TBR by the time I hear the jingle of Reggie’s keys outside the door to my unit. I toss the book aside without dog-earing my current page, though I feel an instant pang of regret and swing my legs off the arm of my couch as I reach for my phone to see what time it is. It’s been two hours since I gashed my leg. I wait for the door to fly open and brace myself to be seen, for his jaw to drop when he sees me.

But nothing happens.

Reggie doesn’t push in. I don’t hear that jingle anymore.

Before I fully convince myself that I’m suffering from hallucinations courtesy of my surge of pre-menstruation hormones, I straighten out my dress and cross the space to glance through the peephole and be sure. Reggie is on the other side, head bent over, his thumbs beating away at his phone’s screen, whatever email he’s writing taking precedence over our date. Envy erupts like a geyser inside me.

It’s hard to stay pissed at him once I swing the door open and look him over without the distorting view of the peephole. His shirtsleeves are rolled up to his elbows, revealing his forearms that are corded with thick veins, the left one covered in a massive tribal tattoo I still don’t know the meaning of. So slutty of him. His tie is loosened around his neck, but not all the way undone, and I can still smell the remnants of whatever soap he showered with this morning.

“Hey.” He hasn’t looked up yet. “Sorry I didn’t hit you back. I was swamped.”

I don’t reply, will not dignify anything he says with a response until he properly acknowledges me and all the work I put in to look edible for him tonight. He finally hits send and lifts his chin, a guilty smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. I don’t know why, with all this pent-up anticipation, his double take at my dress still makes me blush, and I sort of resent that part of me. Though, at the same time, it feels good to be taken in like this.

“Thought you said seven thirty,” I say, fighting to not sound too accusatory, but it’s not much of a battle since the way he’s checking me out is softening me right up like a stick of butter in a microwave.

His eyes are moving quickly, like they are being pulled downward by some invisible force. “This new?”

He reaches for my amorphous dress, his touch rough enough for me to worry about the preservation of its barely-there straps.

“Figured you’d like it,” I say.

I would have much preferred an immediate and sincere apology for keeping me waiting, but I relinquish my simmering irritation and let him feel me up as I lean in to give him a kiss. He settles a hand on the small of my back, definitely wanting me closer, wanting more, but I pull away before he gets too distracted by the dessert and no longer has an appetite for the meal.

“So.” I look for my purse. “Where you taking me?”

He smirks. “To the bed.”

From PERFECT LITTLE LIVES by Amber and Danielle Brown. Copyright 2023 ©Amber and Danielle Brown. Published by Graydon House.

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Amber and Danielle Brown both graduated from Rider University where they studied Communications/Journalism and sat on the editorial staff for the On Fire!! literary journal. They then pursued a career in fashion and spent five years in NYC working their way up, eventually managing their own popular fashion and lifestyle blog. Amber is also a screenwriter, so they live in LA, which works out perfectly so Danielle can spoil her plant babies with copious amount of sunshine. Their debut Someone Had to Do It, was a Library Reads pick.

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