Spotlight: Puck Me It’s Christmas! by Alina Jacobs

(Maplewood Falls, #2)

Publication date: November 18th 2025

Genres: Adult, Comedy, Contemporary, Holiday, Romance

When you’re a blacklisted preschool teacher and somehow end up coaching the worst team in the NHL, it’s shaping up to be the crappiest Christmas ever.

We’re adding an NHL head-coaching job to the Yule log dumpster fire of my holiday season.
I lost my apartment and had to move back home for the holidays.
My mom sneaks into my bedroom to watch me sleep because she “can’t help it. I missed my little girl so much, Ellie!”
And my day-drinking granny has declared herself the team’s new equipment manager so she can ogle hockey butts in the locker room.
The last thing I need is twenty-two adult toddlers with blades on their feet and bad attitudes for Christmas.

Captain Fletcher Sullivan? He’s the worst, with his muscles and his sneer, turning every practice into The Grinch on Ice.
Between breaking up fights, hosting snack time, and bailing my goalie out of jail, I have no time for Christmas cheer—or for the cocky, absurdly ripped team captain who thinks I don’t belong in the NHL.

Yes, I played on the women’s national hockey team.
Yes, I lift weights.
And yes, I will pick up a six-four hockey player and put him in time-out if he doesn’t follow directions.
There’s no Christmas miracle coming to save us. We lose. A lot.

But armed with Goldfish crackers and juice boxes, I’m going to turn this team of ragtag hockey players into winners.
Even if it turns me into the Grinch.
Or worse—makes me fall for the enemy.

Excerpt

There’s a loud buzzing noise, then a metal gate opens, and two heavyset police officers are dragging out a barefoot, shirtless man covered in tattoos—yes, on his face, too—and missing a few teeth. “And I’ll take a piss on your mother’s grave as soon as I get out of these handcuffs!” he hollers.

The cop unlocks the cuffs. Ellie’s eye is twitching.

“Uh, the ankle bracelet…” Ellie points to the chunky bracelet. “We won’t be able to get his hockey boots on, let alone any of the goalie pads.”

“Where are my flip-flops?” Ren demands. “I have a constitutional right to have my things returned to me.”

“Not me.” The officer shakes his head. “You gotta talk to his parole officer.”

“Great. Well, we’ll talk to the equipment manager.” Ellie sighs.

“Your grandmother, who I’m pretty sure I saw doing shots with Murphy’s Law—that equipment manager?”

“It’s a team effort,” Ellie tells me through a gritted smile. “We’re all trying to make sure that we win.”

“Well, goddamn,” the goalie drawls in a thick Southern accent and looks Ellie up and down. “The rumors are true. I heard the guard gossipin’, but I ain’t believe a word I heard.”

“Watch your mouth,” I snarl at him.

“The boyfriend?” He raises one eyebrow, causing the tattoos crawling all over his forehead to wrinkle.

“Alternate captain.”

“Damn Yankee.” He spits on the ground. “And a shitty hockey player too.”

Fuck this guy.

“Guess this weather is a little different from Mississippi,” Ellie says as Ren makes a big show of getting the door for her and letting it slam in my face.

“Aw, shucks, ma’am, my birth daddy’s actually a damn Yankee. Piece of shit from upstate NYC.” Ren walks barefoot through the snow next to Ellie. “He played for Boston back in the day. That’s the only reason I took this goalie job. Free plane ticket up to New England, all so’s I can take a shit on his front lawn. Got arrested for public indecency, public intoxication—oh, and I stole a police car.”

Ellie giggles. Why the hell do women find men like him charming?

“Back seat, Yankee Doodle,” he barks at me when I reach for the door.

“Fuck you.” I shove him away from the front passenger door.

He shoves me back. Harder. “I’m important. You’re just some shithead call-up from the minors.”

“Fletcher, get in the back seat, please.” Ellie gives me a stern look.

I hate that goalie.

Ellie beams at Ren as I crawl in the back of the SUV. “We brought you a snack!”

“Thanks, darlin’.”

“The hell—don’t talk to our coach like that.”

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About the Author

I write the kind of books I love—romantic comedies featuring snarly guys with hearts of gold, kick-ass heroines, and a swoon-worthy happily ever after! Also wine. And cupcakes.

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Spotlight: The World at Home by Ginny Kubitz Moyer

Set in booming San Francisco during WWII, THE WORLD AT HOME tells the story of Irene Mary Cleary, raised in a Catholic orphanage and trained by an elderly Russian seamstress. Sewing and designing clothes is a passion for Irene, who inherits the shop and springboards into a career that captures the eyes of the Nob Hill elite. She even creates some of the costumes for the first ever U.S. production of The Nutcracker. 

But for a young woman raised by nuns, it’s a jolt to enter the world of business, war, and classism. The fun of dancing with servicemen at the USO and the thrill of budding romance are tempered by the unsavory intrigues of clients, startling personal revelations, and the displacement of her Japanese-American friends. In this engrossing story, told in prose as carefully crafted as one of Irene’s designs, and full of the heart and hope that is the signature of a Ginny Kubitz Moyer novel, Irene will find a talent that goes beyond her skill with the needle: the ability to navigate a perilous world with style, steel, and grace.   

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About the Author

GINNY KUBITZ MOYER is a California native with a love of local history. A graduate of Pomona College and Stanford University, she’s the author of the novel THE SEEING GARDEN, which won Silver in the Foreword INDIES Book of the Year Award in Historical Fiction; the novel A GOLDEN LIFE, a Kirkus Reviews Best Indie Book of 2024; and several works of spiritual nonfiction. She lives in the San Francisco Bay Area with her husband, two sons, and one rescue dog. Learn more at ginnymoyer.org

Spotlight: Rose Dhu by Mark Murphy

A highly regarded surgeon has gone missing. Will the search for her whereabouts tear a community apart?

Dr. Janie O’Connor’s disappearance from her Savannah estate, Rose Dhu, has shocked the town to its core. Her former fiancé, Phillip Carruthers—once the most eligible bachelor in coastal Georgia and the playboy son of Savannah’s most powerful billionaire family—is the prime suspect.

Phillip maintains his innocence and seems to have an airtight alibi, and the case has local police stumped. But Detective Frank Winger, who has his own personal connection to Janie’s family, is determined to discover what happened . . . as long as false witnesses, evidence tampering, and ghosts from his past don’t get in the way.

When back-door dealings and long-forgotten enemies reveal themselves, will Frank be able to distinguish fact from fiction to figure out what happened to Janie? Or will her whereabouts stay shrouded in the shadows of Savannah’s live oaks?

Excerpt

“Pick up the kid and follow me,” Carmine barked.

“What are we doing with him?” John asked.

“We’re disposing of the evidence,” Carmine said.

They walked over to the wooden platform. It had been constructed off the levee, and the ground sloped away sharply from the shoreline, making the water beneath the platform quite a bit deeper than John had initially surmised. The pond’s surface was dotted with lily pads, and its dark waters were choked with algae. John couldn’t even see through the tannin-stained water to the bottom. For all he knew, the pond was bottomless.

A dense fog over the pond’s surface obscured the opposite shoreline, but John heard a heavy splash in the distance.

A couple of green slider turtles, perched on a nearby log, suddenly dropped into the water next to the platform—plop! plop!—but John sensed that there was something else out there. He could feel it in his bones.

The dark water below the platform eddied lazily around the pilings. For an instant, John thought he saw something dark moving in the swirling current, something massive and ominous.

Could it be?

“Throw the kid’s body in,” Carmine said.

John did as he was told. When the boy hit the water, the sheet wrapped around him spread like a pair of gossamer wings. And then he rolled over, his mouth open but his dead eyes wide and unseeing, before he began to sink beneath the water.

Suddenly, the sinking stopped.

The boy’s body lurched suddenly upward out of the water as if shot out of some unseen cannon. His arms flailed limply upward, as if pulled by a crazed puppet master, before flopping back to his sides. It was only as the boy’s body toppled back into the water that John saw the shadowy bulk looming below.

Burt, John thought. The damned thing is real.

He’d heard stories of this creature, but it was the first time he’d ever glimpsed it with his own eyes.

Burt was a sixteen-foot-long bull gator with a taste for human flesh. Rumors of the monster’s existence had percolated among those involved with the shadier nether regions of the Carruthers organization for years. John had heard that the creature lurked in one of the murky ponds somewhere near the shorebird rookery. Phillip, who had first discovered it, had reportedly nicknamed the animal after the quintessential Southern boy, Burt Reynolds.

For Carruthers Enterprises employees, this was their Loch Ness Monster. “We’ll take you to see Burt” was the ultimate threat for anyone who dared betray the company.

The gigantic gator had clamped its huge jaws around the boy’s torso. Its obsidian tail slashed back and forth, churning the water into a yellowish froth. One of the gator’s eyes was sealed permanently shut, and a pale, jagged scar tore across it. The other eye gleamed a dull topaz, its cruel light glimmering like a dim beacon lighting the way into the depths of hell.

“Good God,” John murmured.

“Impressive, isn’t it?” Erika said, a thin-lipped smile on her face.

Carmine picked up the dead woman’s limp body like a sack of potatoes, walked back over to the platform, and tossed her remains into the pond. An awful thrashing sound followed, the intermittent slap of leather against wood and the occasional grunt punctuating the air as the gator feasted yet again.

John didn’t look. Hell, he couldn’t look.

He’d seen enough of Burt to last a lifetime. 

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About the Author

Mark Murphy is a native of Savannah, Georgia. He’s worked as a fast-food worker, marine biologist, orderly, ordained minister, and renowned gastroenterologist, his current “day job.” When he’s not healing the sick, he writes anything he can—newspaper columns, short stories, magazine articles, and textbook chapters. Rose Dhu is his third novel.

Spotlight: First Descent by Mike Pace

The atmosphere in First Descent by Mike Pace carries a blend of Arctic stillness and rising tension, the sense that something buried in ice is beginning to stir. As the story stretches between ancient winter magic and modern corporate stakes, the pieces start clicking together in a way that suggests the past has been waiting for its moment to return.

Virgil Landowski’s disappearance on a perilous Arctic expedition left behind little more than an odd geode and a son determined to move on. Nick Landowski has carved out a practical life as a mine foreman, far removed from his father’s fabled search for a cave of red diamonds. But when an accident fractures the geode and reveals a hidden key, he finds himself drawn into an unraveling legacy that spans centuries. Nick’s pursuit uncovers a dangerous convergence between the world he knows—where a ruthless corporate faction hunts the Coca-Cola formula—and an ancient domain shaped by powerful winter magic and unpredictable time. As adversaries from both realms close in, he learns that the key’s true significance reaches far beyond treasure or corporate leverage. It holds the potential to destabilize the force that has long defined the holiday season. To protect what his father died to uncover, Nick must follow a mythic trail into the heart of winter’s oldest secrets.

Excerpt

Seventy minutes later, his lungs about to burst, Virgil clawed his way to the top of a rocky ridge and found himself standing on the edge of a clearing. The impossible sun had long since disappeared. No moon or stars; the sky hovered tight overhead like a suffocating black blanket. He glanced again at his watch. Deadline approaching fast. He needed to reach the center of the clearing quickly.   

Expecting the level terrain to ease his journey, he set out. Almost immediately he sank thigh-deep into the powdery snow and struggled to move. Before departing from Nevada he’d considered bringing snowshoes, but his boots had been too bulky to fit into the bindings. Again, the trade-off had been warmth over nimbleness, and he’d chosen warmth. In retrospect, given that his lack of cleats had almost cost him his life and now without snowshoes the whole purpose of his mission could dissolve because he would be delayed crossing the clearing, a big mistake.

He’d had some experience traveling across rugged terrain in Siberia for the company, but that had been a well-provisioned expedition. Here, he’d had to depart quickly with no time for planning or training in order to reach his destination on the precise date and at the exact time. And, according to the rules, he had to complete his journey alone. Rules? Set by whom? The guide who’d somehow convinced me he was much more than a guide? Too late for second thoughts. Too late to turn back. Either the guide’s fantastic story was true, or in a matter of minutes Professor Virgil Landowski, who was supposed to be one of the smartest geologists in the world, was going to die a complete fool.

He felt the snow harden. If he didn’t move he’d be locked inside an icy tomb. So close now, he couldn’t give up. Drawing on a last reserve of energy he didn’t know he possessed, he bent over and plowed ahead, wading through what now felt like thigh-high wet cement. 

Finally, he stumbled to the center of the plain and stopped, gasping, his lungs screaming for oxygen. 23:59I made it with a minute to spare! He slowly turned full circle.

Nothing. 

The GPS coordinates were spot on. The timing was perfect . . .

Where is it?

Like a blindfold had been removed, his stupidity, his foolishness, his bull-headed pride were revealed to him. All that time, all that energy, wasted. His crowning achievement, the gift he’d wanted desperately for his son—for the world—was all a cruel hoax. The weight of disappointment crushed his body. His shoulders sagged. He staggered and swayed like a drunk trying to remain upright, fighting the wind’s attempt to tumble him into a white grave. 

How could I have believed him? I was such a—

The wind stopped. 

Completely. 

Like someone had flicked a switch. 

He gazed up to see stars now sparkling through the black like millions of pinpricks. The Aurora Borealis appeared and draped the entire sky with a curtain of brilliant cherry-red light.

A deep noise. The wind? No, something different. A moment later the sound increased to a guttural rumble. The ground vibrated, then trembled. Then shook violently. The rumble increased to a deep roar. 

At the far end of the clearing the earth cracked open, and the jagged gouge rushed toward him through the deep snow as if some unseen hand pulled open an invisible crooked zipper. He turned to run, but more cracks in the field targeted him from all directions.

He attempted to zig-zag through the thick snow with little success, hoping to dodge the fissures, and bounced hard against huge chunks of ice ten feet high now suddenly shooting up from the surface all around him. The rising slabs moved, encircling him, closing in like converging soldiers. He tried to break through the tightening circle, but the slabs ricocheted his body back and forth like a pinball. Tighter and tighter. Herding him to a single spot. 

He fought to keep his balance, but the violent shaking knocked him to his knees.  

Before he could climb to his feet a giant crevasse split open beneath him, widening like hungry jaws. He dropped instantly—

“AAHHHH!”

Then, silence. 

The earth had swallowed him whole.

The shaking stopped. The red glow faded. The storm returned. The wind swept away his footprints.

It was as if Virgil Landowski had never been there. 

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About the Author

Thriller author Mike Pace has spent his entire life weaving stories across an extraordinary range of experiences. One of his earliest creative memories is helping write his fourth-grade Christmas play in Pittsburgh, a spark that carried him to the University of Illinois on an art scholarship, where he earned a BFA. He later taught elementary school in Washington, D.C.’s inner city, filling his classroom with imagination games and daily storytelling as “Mr. Paste.” While teaching by day, he attended Georgetown Law at night and went on to serve on the editorial board of the Georgetown Law Journal, clerk for a federal judge, and prosecute major felony cases—including murder—as an Assistant United States Attorney for the District of Columbia. After serving as general counsel for a national environmental services company, Mike shifted his focus to his first love: creative writing. He has written for stage and screen, earning praise from The Washington Post, and is an active member of the International Thriller Writers and the Maryland Writers Association. Outside of writing, he enjoys painting, skiing, golf, the Baltimore Ravens, and learning new skills such as the soprano saxophone. Learn more at his website.

Spotlight: A Grave Deception by Connie Berry

Now married to Detective Inspector Tom Mallory, Kate is adjusting to life in Long Barston when she’s pulled into a chilling case: an unearthed grave filled with priceless artifacts—and a body no one expected to be so intact. When tests reveal the medieval woman was murdered while pregnant, the case takes a dark turn. And when a second, very modern body appears—staged with eerie symbolism—it’s clear someone doesn’t want the past unearthed.

Kate’s hunt for answers will lead her through ancient documents, long-buried secrets, and the unfinished research of a long-dead historian. Can she piece it all together before more lives are lost?

Perfect for fans of Louise Penny and Elly Griffiths, Berry delivers smart, layered mysteries steeped in British charm, scholarly rivalries, and the ghosts of history.

Excerpt

Thursday, June 19 

Long Barston, Suffolk 

The body was discovered on an afternoon in early May when the bluebells were in bloom and the sky was the color of sapphires. I read about it the next day in the East Anglian Daily Times. “Archaeological Discovery of the Century!” was the headline. Now, a little more than a month later, I pulled up that original article on my computer: 

Last Wednesday, excavations beneath the ruins of St. Margaret’s Church, Egemere Close, revealed a previously unknown vault containing a lead coffin sealed with beeswax. Within the coffin, the team of archaeologists from the CMBA, the Centre for Medieval British Archaeology in Norwich, found the well-preserved body of a woman, entombed sometime in the early fourteenth century. Her remains had been wrapped in a fine linen shroud impregnated with a resinous substance, resulting in adipocere, or grave wax, a natural process that preserved the tissues and organs in such detail it was possible to determine the colour of her irises. They were blue. 

I took a drink of my coffee, contemplating death and grief and the strange turns life sometimes takes. A woman dies and seven hundred years later I’m involved. The Centre for Medieval British Archaeology had asked us, meaning my colleague, Ivor, and me, to examine the grave goods, which consisted of two silver pennies; a collection of personal objects, including an unusual wrist cuff adorned with twelve small human heads of silver with blue glass eyes—the Twelve Apostles?—and a large, single pearl wrapped in a leather pouch, which had protected the nacre, the shiny, iridescent material known as mother-of-pearl, from deterioration. 

The number and quality of grave goods indicated the woman had been wealthy, perhaps of noble birth, but the fact that items of such value had been interred with the young woman at all was unusual, as the practice had pretty much died out by the eleventh century. Were they mementos, like burying a child with a stuffed toy or a whisky lover with a bottle of his favorite single malt, or was there some deeper meaning? 

The answer to that question wasn’t our concern. Our job would be to date the objects, assess their values, outline a plan for preservation, and suggest methods of display. Naturally, we’d jumped at the chance. Ivor had done similar work in the past, but nothing with the notoriety of a miraculously preserved body. 

It was a quiet morning at The Cabinet of Curiosities. Through the multi-paned shop window I watched Mr. Cox, the greengrocer across the street, setting out heads of glossy green lettuces and bunches of what looked like round red radishes. Ivor Tweedy, owner of the fine antiques and antiquities shop on Long Barston’s High Street, hadn’t yet emerged from his flat above the showroom, although I could hear him moving about. I’d gotten an early start, leaving my husband, Tom, at home to finish his breakfast and log on for a video conference with DCI Annabelle Scott, his counterpart in the Norfolk Constabulary. 

I took another sip of coffee, which was cooling, and clicked on the second article, a follow-up interview published several weeks later with Dr. Simon Sinclair, head of the CMBA and a professor in the archaeology department at the University of East Anglia. In the weeks following the initial discovery of the body, a consulting bioarchaeologist from University College London had made several stunning discoveries. 

“It was a once-in-a-lifetime experience,” Sinclair said in answer to a question about his personal response to the discovery. “At first, we assumed the body must be relatively modern. The skin, where unstained by the resinous wrapping cloth, was still pink. Apart from the brain, the internal organs showed remarkably little deterioration. Liquid blood was found in her chest cavity.” When asked about the cause of death, Sinclair said, “CT scans and 3D reconstructions of the skeleton revealed deep cuts on the woman’s sternum, inflicted by a sharp object, most likely a knife or dagger. Her lungs and heart had been pierced, killing her quickly. And she’ d been pregnant, the perfectly formed fetus having reached the point of viability.” 

The article ended with the description of a small ceremony in which the bodies of the mother and child were reburied in the crypt beneath the south transept of the church, the place where they had originally lain. 

I felt a pang of grief for this unknown woman, murdered with her unborn child. Someone had loved her. And someone had wanted her dead. 

Sunlight streamed through the shop window, illuminating a collection of small Roman marbles, mostly busts of strikingly modern-looking individuals who’d lived during the Republican period when art was often startlingly realistic. Ivor had entered them in an upcoming auction of Roman antiquities. Who had they been, these long-ago luminaries, important enough to memorialize in stone? Their names had long been forgotten—like the woman in the grave. At least the village had a name—Egemere Close—although nothing was left of it now except the partial shell of the church and a few tumbledown stone walls. According to Ivor, the village had been abandoned in 1349 after the Black Death killed all but a handful of its citizens. The remains of Egemere Close lay in a field eighteen miles northwest of Long Barston, near the village of Hartwell, on the grounds of Ravenswyck Court, the estate of the commercial packaging entrepreneur Alex Belcourt. 

“Good morning, Kate. Up and at ’em early, I see.”

I turned to see Ivor trotting down the stairs. He was wearing a natty gray suit and a red velvet smoking cap with an elaborate gold tassel, the kind worn by Victorian men to keep their hair from smelling of tobacco smoke. 

I tried not to laugh. “What’s up with the hat?” 

“Come the day, come the hat.” 

What that meant, I hadn’t a clue.

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About the Author

Connie Berry is the author of the Kate Hamilton Mysteries, set in the UK and featuring an American antiques dealer with a gift for solving crimes. Like her protagonist, Connie was raised by antiques dealers who instilled in her a passion for history, fine art, and travel. During college she studied at the University of Freiburg in Germany and St. Clare's College, Oxford, where she fell under the spell of the British Isles. In 2019 Connie won the IPPY Gold Medal for Mystery and was a finalist for the Agatha Award’s Best Debut. She’s a member of Mystery Writers of America and is on the board of the Guppies and her local Sisters in Crime chapter. Besides reading and writing mysteries, Connie loves history, foreign travel, cute animals, and all things British. She lives in Ohio with her husband and adorable Shih Tzu, Emmie.

Spotlight: How to Grieve Like a Victorian by Amy Carol Reeves

Katherine Center meets REALLY GOOD, ACTUALLY in a clever and poignant novel about an English Professor who grieves the sudden loss of her husband the Victorian way, by wearing widow’s weeds and escaping to London, where she unexpectedly discovers there’s still love, life, and burlesque to be had.

Dr. Lizzie Wells, a professor of British Literature and bestselling author, is grieving her husband the Victorian way. She keeps a lock of his hair in a choker around her neck and dons widows weeds–and notifies her colleagues and students that she will accept only paper letters instead of email.

But then she’s offered a trip to London for escape and healing, where she befriends fellow bestselling novelist AD Hemmings. Rakish and handsome, Hemmings pushes her out of her comfort zone. She attends a Victorian-style séance, gets pulled onstage at a burlesque bar, and sight-sees with her young son.

All the while, back in South Carolina, her late husband’s best friend and lawyer, Henry, peels back the layers of a family secret her mother-in-law is desperate to keep hidden. Cross-Atlantic ‘family business’ updates turn into regular FaceTime hangouts and their friendship evolves into something more. Lizzie fears she’s falling in love with him…

Struggling with conflicting feelings, Lizzie travels to Brontë country where in the windswept moors she comes to peace with grief, joy, and all the in-betweens.

Think: If Emily Henry wrote about a young widow in the vein of Really Good, Actually (irreverent, hot-mess heroine) and Lessons in Chemistry (female academic thrust into a commercial space; struggling as a single mom) with a warm-blanket romantic HEA, and loads of snark.

Excerpt

OUT OF OFFICE REPLY—

Thank you for contacting me. However, for an undetermined time period, I will only be corresponding through letters. (Yes, the kind with paper.) Thank you for understanding.

Dr. Lizzie Wells

Professor of Victorian Literature—Willoughby

College

Author of The Heathcliff Saga

she/her

After typing the message, I drum my fingers on my desk, contemplating the elegant stack of black-and-gold-rimmed stationery pages and envelopes in front of me. They seem appropriate for a recent widow like me, and I’m grateful for the niche Etsy shop specializing in antique stationery.

No more emails.

The thought of not reading or answering campus emails from hateful asshats like Bill Rhodes, chair of philosophy, feels like a giant fucking albatross has slid from my shoulders, feathers cluttering the floor of my coffee-stained office carpet.

Since Philip’s sudden death last month, I’ve learned I don’t have much headspace other than to parent and grieve. And I’ve barely time to parent. Heathcliff ate a Pop-Tart for breakfast this morning. A chocolate Pop-Tart, not even a fruit one. I couldn’t summon the energy to cook his regular oatmeal.

What am I going to do?

I look up at the signed Heathcliff Saga movie poster on the wall behind my desk and stare into the glassy blue eyes of teen heartthrob Everett Dane. He sneers rakishly, dark hair tousled over his forehead, rumpled shirtsleeves open to reveal the top of his Greek-god chest. He played the role well.

When Hollywood optioned film rights for my Twilight-y young adult version of Wuthering Heights—written during sleepless nights breastfeeding Heathcliff—Philip had been so proud. He took me out to a too-expensive restaurant, the kind where the servers wear crisp, ironed white dress shirts and say ridiculous things like the wine has “hints of leather and tobacco.” We split a bottle of cabernet over a large platter of roasted duck and asparagus. We even splurged on the overpriced cranberry tartlets; the cranberries, of course, were “raised in organic, sun-kissed hills near Asheville.” After dinner, we walked through a nearby pocket park. The evening sky glowed rose-hued beyond the sprawling Carolina oaks; Philip skillfully skipped rocks across a tiny, landscaped pond as we talked about a future where we could pay off student loans and take our long-postponed trip to Paris.

My email dings, and I jump, blinking away tears.

Against my better judgment, I check the message.

Ugh.

Brad McGregor.

Hey Miss Wells,

I’m really struggling with P and P. I mean I thought this chick lit was like more straightforward. But geez . . . why do they have to write so many letters? Can I like have extra credit or something if I don’t pass the Final?

Thks

B

My blood pressure rises a little bit every time I have to deal with Brad McGregor. The dean’s son needs one more English credit to graduate on time, so he enrolled in my spring Jane Austen seminar because it was the only literature class over before his “epic” Cancún vacation funded by his dad’s bloated administrative salary. His sense of entitlement has no end. He makes little effort to disguise his distaste for my class. He addresses me as “Miss” instead of “Dr.” And last, but not least, he’s Willoughby College’s most notorious man-slut; last year he cheated on one of my brightest students, Kayla, with her dorm RA. (Kayla sobbed during my office hours after she found out.)

I log out of my email, close my laptop, pull out one of my new stationery pages and a black fountain pen, and begin a furious response to Brad. A soft rap on my door, and my department chair, Patrick, enters, steam wafting from the top of his Edgar Allan Poe mug.

“Letters only?”

“This first one is going to Brad McGregor.”

“He’s the worst.” Patrick groans and takes a sip of coffee as he slumps in the worn leather armchair opposite my desk. “I had him in American lit last semester. He came to class smelling like weed, called Edith Wharton a frigid old spinster, and I’m pretty sure he slept with my TA.”

I see red as I stare down at my angry letter.

Patrick’s quiet. Although my age, thirty-nine, he sports a graying beard. He strokes it for a few seconds as he considers me worriedly. He’s trying not to look at my new black blouse with ruffled wrist sleeves and black pencil skirt. I might have gone on a widow shopping spree for black clothes in the days after Philip’s death. Patrick doesn’t need to know about the small silver bird keepsake urn containing Philip’s ashes in my leather satchel. That might make me too peculiar.

He clears his throat awkwardly and gazes into his coffee.

“You doing okay, Lizzie? I mean . . . I know you’re just back from leave, but you can take more time . . .” I wave my hand dismissively. “Everything will be worse if I don’t work. It will be all-day pajamas, and tears, and bingeing Outlander episodes.”

“Well, if there’s anything I can do for you—watch Heathcliff, send takeout . . . If there’s anything I can do to lighten your load, just let me know. I’ve already taken you off the Curriculum Management Committee and the Committee Oversight Committee.”

“Thanks,” I mutter, bewildered, as always, at how my studies of Brontë and Dickens novels prepared me for such gripping daily tasks.

I shift the topic away from me and my ongoing sadness. “Did you have your meeting with the provost today?”

He gives me the dismal summary of this month’s meeting. Each monthly provost report becomes a little more doomsday than the one before, and the jumpy junior faculty start sending out résumés to community colleges and local high schools. In our department, we just lost a fairly new full-time hire to a neighboring new technical school. (Teaching business writing is more lucrative . . . she’d said. I had no counterargument.) Now the tiny English department is just me, Patrick, a small army of adjuncts, and our MAGA-supporting administrative assistant, Sandra. (Every time I pass her desk, I try not to look at the framed illustration of Jesus sitting on a bench by the White House.)

“But it looks like Willoughby will stay open for at least another year?” I ask.

He shrugs. “Let’s just say I’m keeping my résumé updated.” He glances up at Everett Dane’s searing blue eyes. “You, on the other hand, will have plenty of options should the ship sink.”

It’s true. Although The Heathcliff Saga hadn’t exactly made me rich, as the only faculty member to appear in People magazine, I’m a reluctant darling to a struggling institution. And plenty of other schools will take me if we close.

After he leaves, I finish penning my letter to Brad. I worry it’s a bit too harsh, so I slip it into my bag. I can always revise later.

I take a late lunch outside, numb after the latest Fiscal Oversight Committee meeting, where the provost announced proudly that she was siphoning off 90 percent of the humanities department budgets for an Admissions Advancement Task Force. Her lipstick-rimmed Cheshire-cat grin stretched wider, looking directly at me as she said it. Everyone waited breathlessly for me, the committee chair, to retort. Instead, in front of all thirty faculty and ten administrators, I pulled my favorite lavender-scented ChapStick from my sweater pocket next to Philip’s miniature keepsake bird urn. I applied it thoroughly and carefully amid the silence, snapped the cap back on, and said nothing just to show how few fucks I give anymore.

Alone, in the campus garden, I sit on a mossy stone bench in the shade of an oak. Bees hum loudly through the blue flag irises and bulblike pink blossoms of the small magnolia near me. I open my Tupperware dish of macaroni casserole. As a Midwest transplant, I’m always amazed at Southerners’ culinary zest for the grieving. I have about twelve macaroni casseroles and five lasagnas in my freezer. Heathcliff can’t digest dairy, so I’ll be eating these myself in the forthcoming weeks.

Even in the shade, my armpits sweat in this Carolina May heat. Still, I’d choose this over my windowless office any day. Through the garden gate, I see Bill Rhodes storming into the administration building—no doubt to unload on the president about me and Patrick. I can’t care. No one will ever option film rights for his latest book—Metaphysical Intellectualism in Neoclassical England.

Last fall was such a bright star for me when The Heathcliff Saga film premiered and my book spent several weeks on the New York Times bestseller list. Writing that book six years ago, postpartum, kept me sane. I gave everyone A’s that semester. With the hormone shifts, lack of sleep each night and an insatiable Heathcliff hanging off my breast, I’d escape into my alternative Wuthering Heights world. In my book, Emily Brontë’s love-triangled teenagers learn that Heathcliff inherited warlock powers from a distant Yorkshire ancestor. My Linwood is less milquetoast than the original character. He bastardizes ancient Fae supernatural powers from the moorlands and starts a spell war with Heathcliff. Cathy, caught in the middle, asks Nelly Dean to train her in the supernatural arts. She teams up with Heathcliff, helping him purge Linwood’s magical darkness for good. There’s lots of teen angst, desperate kissing, and disengaged parents. The adults churn butter and argue with no idea their teens could destroy Great Britain with their dark fairy arts war.

My literary agent, Sarah, took me on and sold the book in two days. I loved my editor, my only complaint being that he wanted to change the title from The Cathy Saga to The Heathcliff Saga. I groused. After all, I wanted my heroine to be the book’s star. But he said “Cathy” wasn’t distinct enough—it sounded like the comic-strip character—and he wanted my Heathcliff to be the new Edward Cullen.

Then I thought about my forthcoming advance check and gave in. The timing couldn’t have been better. Over the next few years, film rights sold, then foreign rights in Spain, Germany, and Japan. By the time the movie came out last year and I had my red-carpet moment, Willoughby’s president offered me immediate tenure and a promotion.

Putting the lid on my Tupperware, I scroll fondly through my Instagram page. Thanks to the movie, I have about 100,000 followers, and I pick up a few hundred more every time one of the stars tags me. My last Instagram post was a repost of Everett Dane’s pic of him hugging me at the premier after-party: “Love this woman! Brainiest person I’ve ever known.”

I’m suddenly back in that moment, slight champagne buzz, surrounded by the glamorous and Botoxed. I wore a rented teal Vera Wang and teetered on strappy gold Jimmy Choos; I was in this young British heartthrob’s arms, and yet I locked eyes with Philip, standing just beyond the photo’s edge. With his soft, sandy blond hair and glasses, my shy lawyer husband never seemed more mine than in that moment. He wasn’t a crier—ever. It’s a weird Southern guy thing. But his eyes shined happy tears. There was no professional or personal jealousy there; it was pure celebration of me, of us—of how profoundly lucky we were to have each other and that moment.

My phone dings.

Mirabel: Hi Elizabeth, you’ve been on my mind so much. Lunch tomorrow? My treat☺

I groan.

My Steel Magnolia, passive-aggressivemother-in-law has been trying to get me out to lunch since the funeral. Lunch. I stare down at my Tupperware of mostly uneaten macaroni. Apparently, the grieving have to eat.

There’s been a persistency in her texts.

Something’s off.

And I just can’t even with her because it will make me think of that night—Philip

was leaving her house when his car ran off the road.

There was the call from him, just before the accident. The voicemail he left: My god, Lizzie, we have to talk.

The spongy casserole feels like a lump in my stomach. I’d rather face ten meetings with Bill Rhodes than think about that night and all the factors involved: rain, lightning, deer, emotional shock, the million random sparks that might have made Philip’s 2017 black Camry slide off the road between Summerville and our home in Columbia, South Carolina. But painful as it might be, I need to know what happened at her home to upset Philip. Mirabel’s been acting cagey, and I’ll have to tread carefully.

My mother-in-law loves her azalea gardens, her large home, the Methodist Women’s League. She likes lipsticks and Talbots dresses.

Unfortunately, the one thing Mirabel doesn’t like (besides me) is the truth.

Excerpted from How to Grieve Like a Victorian by Amy Carol Reeves. © 2025 by Amy Carol Reeves, used with permission from Canary Street Press, an imprint of HarperCollins.

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AMY CAROL REEVES has a PhD in nineteenth-century British literature and finds joy in teaching classes and writing. She's published several academic articles as well as a young adult book trilogy about the Jack the Ripper murders in Victorian London. She lives in a quirky old house in Indianapolis with her three children. www.amycarolreeves.com

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