Review: Side by Side by Anita Kushwaha

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Summary:

Kavita Gupta is a woman in transition. When her troubled older brother, Sunil, disappears, she does everything in her power to find him, convinced that she can save him. Ten days later, the police arrive at her door to inform her that Sunil’s body has been found. Her world is devastated. She finds herself in crisis mode, trying to keep the pieces of her life from falling apart even more. As she tries to cope with her loss, the support system around her begins to unravel. Her parents’ uneasy marriage seems more precarious. Her health is failing as her unprocessed trauma develops into more sinister conditions. Her marriage suffers as her husband is unable to relate to her loss. She bears her burden alone, but after hitting her lowest point, she knows she needs to find a better way of coping. Desperate for connection, she reaches out to a bereavement group, where she meets Hawthorn, a free-spirited young man with whom she discovers a deep connection through pain. After being blindsided by a devastating marital betrayal, she wonders if a fresh start is possible in the wake of tragedy. Will she escape her problems and start over? Or will she face the challenges of rebuilding the life she already has? Side by Side is a story about loss, growth and the search for meaning in the wake of tragedy, illuminated through one woman’s journey from harm to care.

Review:

This was one of those books that reach a part of you that you can’t describe in words. Partly at the moment, dealing with my own familial grief, this book has really brought to the center many emotions as well as comfort. This was a book that reaches to the deepest part of your soul, grabs your heart and illuminates your mind to the resilient strength of a woman finding the light through the darkest despair of grief.

This book has many layers that draw out thought provoking moments. This is a beautifully written book that brings you emotionally and physically to a place of empathy, compassion and conscious to the depth of the affects of grief one person can bare. What do you do when someone you loves dies so tragically? The intensity of love one shares with that love one can cripple your existence, especially when no one understands or feels your pain.

Side by Side, introduces us to Kavita Gupta. For those of you lucky to have a sibling that you are really close with, than you will be able to relate to this character. I love the bond that she has with her brother. When he succumbs to his emotional captivity and is found dead, I appreciate the delicacy of the series of events that led up to that moment. It was humane, compassionate and showed another perspective, one that is not often allowed to be heard under the circumstances.

The emotional journey of guilt, wandering if you made a different decision would they still be here. The overwhelming feeling of your heart broken, unable to put the puzzle together back of your life without him complementing the other pieces. This weighing heavy on her life including her marriage, familial obligations, the decline of her family and cultural influences, she tries to find her way through while everything else if falling down around her.

I found this book a true blessing in my life right now. I found it extremely comforting and Kavita’s journey a real help to my own grieving process. Overall, the book was a beautiful gift of words that will move and resonate with those who can relate. The vulnerability and authenticity of Kavita and her family allow us an unspoken invitation to their lives to experience their journey that I’m sure will leave a memorable impression beyond reading this book. This was a wonderful book that I would definitely recommend reading.

Review: Summer by the Tides by Denise Hunter

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What can I say…another charming read from Denise Hunter. This is probably my favorite book so far. I just knew when I started this book, this was going to be a good one. Summer by the Tides captures your heart with a story of three sisters who past has haunted them, forgiveness and finding love when you least expect it.

Let’s begin with Maddy. After being betrayed by her boyfriend and her job, she get an unexpected message about her grandmother being missing and heads out to her beach house in Sea Haven. Surprised to see her sisters Nora and Emma, they got the same message and went there as well. There is a bit of a backstory between Nora and Emma, not going to spoil it for you but makes the book very interesting. All I’m going to tell you is that the last time they were here at this house, it change there lives forever.

During this time, as they go through the house, memories and mementos bring back the past. Buried secrets come to light with as their past and present rewrite their family’s story. Will they let history repeat itself or will they change the narrative to write another chapter. So much happening in this story that makes you realize how precious time is, especially with family.

Honestly, I took my time with this one because I didn’t want it to end. I loved everything from the sisters, the grandmother and the budding romance between Maddy and Connor. Both have some issues that make it tough but you really want to see them have a hea. Like I said before, after reading this one, I have to say this is my current favorite. If you are a fan of Denise than you will love this one. Here’s another good one to add to the list.

Review: Ice Cream And Suicide by Jack Ray

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This book was written out of pain, regret, and sorrow. This is evidence in the poems. The author clearly had a very bad breakup and he is struggling to move on. In some poems he is practically begging for his lover to return and others are written with venom and disgust. This lover clearly did a number on him.

The thing about poems is that they sometimes feel like you are reading someone's diary. Ice and Suicide was no different. I felt uncomfortable sometimes because it felt personal and angry. As readers, we are looking at a small window of the situation, one that the author was so kind to share.

Everyone's feelings are valid so we can't really judge on how something comes across when we don't know everything. The only thing we can do is understand and relate. I personally haven't been in a similar situation so I was unable to relate to Ice and Suicide, but I can see how someone else might be able to. Losing someone isn't easy, especially when that person willingly chooses to walk away.

Final Analysis

Ice and Suicide is a set of raw poems of someone who has lost their love. The two main reoccuring emotions are angry and sadness.

Review: Blessed in the Darkness: How All Things Are Working for Your Good by Joel Osteen

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Summary:

Find comfort in dark times and grow your trust and faith in God with this inspiring and insightful guide from Lakewood Church pastor and #1 New York Times bestselling author Joel Osteen.

All of us will go through dark times that we don’t understand: a difficulty with a friend, an unfair situation at work, a financial setback, an unexpected illness, a divorce, or the loss of a loved one. Those types of experiences are part of the human journey. But when we find ourselves in such a place, it’s important that we keep a positive perspective. Joel Osteen writes that if we stay in faith and keep a good attitude when we go through challenges, we will not only grow, but we will see how all things work together for our good. Through practical applications and scriptural insight, Blessed in the Darkness focuses on how to draw closer to God and trust Him when life doesn’t make sense.

If we will go through the dark place in the valley trusting, believing, and knowing that God is still in control, we will come to the table that is already prepared for us, where our cup runs over.

Review

Joel Osteen’s positivity and encouragement have been a source of inspiration to me for many years. Depending on where your spirituality lies or not, what always stands out from his commentary is a positive narrative. Say what you want about him but in a world like today, two things we need more than anything, positivity and hope.

Blessed in the Darkness, probably rises to the top if my favorites from him. We are in such hard times right now and more people than ever are struggling to find the light in their darkness. This book is such an uplifting ray of sunshine promoting staying in faith and never losing hope to stay positive.

Through his own personal examples, everyday people, you are made to not feel alone. You feel as if someone has your back to let you know that no matter how bad things seem, there is a reason we don’t know but we will come out bigger and better. Many times we might disagree but through trials and tribulations, we we grow strength and find our way. It’s through our deepest desperation, we find an invigorating strength.

For those of you who are faith based, this is a timeless book that you will find comfort and solace. Whenever you feel challenged by life, this can be one of those go to for upliftment and clarity to stay rooted in faith. I thought it was a wonderful book for those who this will speak to. For my faith based readers, I’d recommend adding this to your list.

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Review: Make Me Bad by R.S. Grey

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R.S. has a particular style of books that she writes. The male lead is always an alpha male and usually the one who has everything seemingly in order. The female lead is always struggling and tends to go to the male lead for help. She always uses the same formula; you always know what you're getting into when you pick up one of her books. There's romance. There's comedy. It's steamy. It's always the same.

Even though I'm aware of her specific brand of books, R.S.'s books tend to be a hit or miss for them. I either really enjoy them or I enjoy dislike them very much. The last book of hers leaned towards the latter opinion which is why I was hesitant to pick this one up. But I couldn't stay away for long because the possibility of really enjoying this Make Me Bad was more greater than disliking it. So I gave it chance. And fortunately, I found myself enjoying it very much.

Make Me Bad is about Madison and Ben. Madison is this over protected young adult who is tired of being safe. She wants adventure and excitement. Ben is the bad boy who has been described as "entitled". After Ben practically saved her life, Madison asks him for a small favor-she wants him to make her bad.

I found Make Me Bad to be the romantic comedy that I have been looking for. It was funny and every bit addicting. It was so captivating to watch these two characters interact and develop a romantic relationship. Everything felt right about this book.

Characters

It was impossible to not love the two main characters. Madison was just this light, who unfortunately was trapped due to her overbearing family.

Typically, the male leads in Grey's worlds tend to be too "alpha male" for me but I found Ben to be the perfect amount of it. He wasn't too overbearing and he was extremely understanding.

Final Analysis

Make Me Bad was a nice and refreshing romantic comedy that is worthy of praise.

Review: The Summer of Sunshine and Margot by Susan Mallery

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Summary: The Baxter sisters come from a long line of women with disastrous luck in love. But this summer, Sunshine and Margot will turn disasters into destiny…

As an etiquette coach, Margot teaches her clients to fit in. But she’s never faced a client like Bianca, an aging movie star who gained fame—and notoriety—through a campaign of shock and awe. Schooling Bianca on the fine art of behaving like a proper diplomat’s wife requires intensive lessons, forcing Margot to move into the monastery turned mansion owned by the actress’s intensely private son. Like his incredible home, Alec’s stony exterior hides secret depths Margot would love to explore. But will he trust her enough to let her in?

Sunshine has always been the good-time sister, abandoning jobs to chase after guys who used her, then threw her away. No more. She refuses to be “that girl” again. This time, she’ll finish college, dedicate herself to her job as a nanny, and she 100 percent will not screw up her life again by falling for the wrong guy. Especially not the tempting single dad who also happens to be her boss.

Master storyteller Susan Mallery weaves threads of family drama, humor, romance and a wish-you-were-there setting into one of the most satisfying books of the year!

Review

One of Susan Mallery’s best qualities is how when you grab one of her books, you just keep reading and forget time. The Summer of Sunshine and Margot definitely doesn’t disappoint. These two sisters will keep you flipping the pages wanting to see where life takes them. Trying to make their lives better, their story gives us all the elements that makes Susan’s book swoonworthy. 

We are introduced to Margot and Sunshine. These ladies have been through a lot, but what has been consistent, is their love for each other. At different places in their lives, they’ve had their fair share of disappointments, especially in the love department. Little did they know that life happens when it’s supposed to and how fate had something in store.

Margot is the more reserved sister. An etiquette coach, she lands a job working for a former movie star, Bianca, who is a lot to handle. Quirky and out of control at times, she is seeking her help to make her more social acceptable to her dignitary boyfriend. Little does she know that

Bianca has an ulterior motive for her. Her recluse and conservative son has sworn off love. Actually the last thing on his mind or wants is a relationship but when Margot comes into their lives, could this be fate meant to be?

Sunshine, definitely lives up to her name. Wanting to change her ways of running away from life and not to mention attaching herself to the wrong men, she really wants to have a real life. She wants a future, a real relationship and for once be respected as a person. Insecure but optimistic, she lands a position as a nanny with a widow and his son. A great guy who recently lost his wife and a charismatic son that is the center of his world. They hit off great. Actually, the ideal situation that seems meant to be. Seems perfect right?

As Sunshine gets adjusted and attached to her new situation, the past keeps creeping in on her clashed with her current feelings in turmoil. In her past, she would have a job, fall in love with the guy and leave. Not wanting to keep making the same mistakes, she wants to make this work. Not wanting to mix business with her personal life, she finds herself at a crossroads in life unsure of which direction to go. Little does she know that sometimes when you least expect it, what’s meant to be can be right in front of you.

The Summer of Sunshine and Margot brings all that we love in a great story by Susan Mallery. As much as these girls were enjoyable to read, the relationship between Bianca and Alec is worth noting as well. We get family drama, romance, wit that will make this wonderful. There’s much more to this book but I want you to enjoy all that it brings. I’m going to recommend adding this to your TBR.